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Everything feel so wrong when he woke up in the morning. Everything. Not a single thing exclude. Everything feel so wrong.
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The moment when world came crushing him, he just hoped he never chose the path of being singer. He just hope he's an ordinary man living his life quietly without effecting people around him.
At time like that, he just hoped that he's at home in his mother's warm hug crying his life out and admitting that what's his mother said to him was right. Infact his mother knows him better than himself.
And at time like that, he regret for not following what his parents said. At time like that, he just wanted everything stop. Stop forever.
But he can't do that. He can't. He just can't do that. He love his brothers more than he love his life. How could he wants everything to stop when he is living because of them?
This is truly wrong. Wanting everything to stop just because a flick of wind came crushing him is so wrong.
Sometimes he wonders why god even created him? Is god hate him that much?
Why he's getting everything that he doesn't deserve? He is just breathing but everything feels so wrong. Maybe, his existence itself was a mistake and because of that he is suffering.
"Hyung!" Yoongi says again, snapping out Jin from his own dark mind.
"Wh-what?" Jin asks.
"Stop! Please just stop!" Yoongi says, pleading the elder to stop.
Jin is confused. Stop what? What did he do? He is just laying on the grass though.
"Stop whatever you're thinking. Don't listened to your mind" Yoongi pleads.
Oh wow. So Yoongi can read his mind? Wow.
"I-I didn-" Jin tries to reply.
"Shut up" Yoongi says with a firm tone.
Perhaps he is also tired of the elder? Jin didn't say anything. He is just starring at the plain black sky again with a pair of concern eyes watching him.
"Tell me what happened just now hyung. I want to help you" Yoongi states. He is not asking anymore. He is ordering Jin to do it.
Jin chuckles a little bit before making eye contact with Yoongi and letting a soft warm smile to the younger.
"Do you want to help me?" Jin asks warmly, looking calm.
"Of course I want to help you" Yoongi replies.
"Can you help me write my lyrics?" Jin asks again.
"Hyung, you can come to me anytime you need help you know. You don't need to ask" Yoongi replies.
Lie. That's a lie.
"I don't need to ask? The last time I asked you, I have to beg too just for my voice to be included in a song" Jin speaks to himself.
"What happened during the meeting hyung?" Yoongi asks curiously.
"Some shit happened" Jin replies, sitting up from his lying position.
"Tell me hyung, perhaps I could help you other than the lyrics" Yoongi states.
"Let's go home, I'm tired" Jin says instead of replying what Yoongi wants to hear.
"Hyun-" Yoongi tries to say but Jin cuts him off.
"You drive. I'm too tired to do anything" Jin directs the younger.
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Love and Appreciate || Jin
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] A member have to beg to the other members who are the producers of their songs for his voice to be included in their songs. Kim Seokjin have to beg to Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon for his part. How sad is this? How about one day, Jin compl...
