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"I want to perform with them. I want to perform with them for a long time. I want people to hear my voice while I'm performing with them"
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He was given time to rest. Time to put his pieces back. Not only him but all of the members were given time to rest. Time to help him. As he and the boys were sitting silently in the living room, doing nothing but imagining things. They almost lost Jin.
They almost lost their hyung. A hyung that plays a big role in their life even if they did not realised it. They nearly lost him. They were scared for life that day the incident happened. They were scared. They were shaking and trembling.
They are not ready for anything like that to be happened. They were angry. They were sad. They were afraid. Most probably, they were lost. They were lost that day the incident happened. Mentally unstable and physically weak. If they were feeling like that, imagine Jin, their hyung. Imagine what their hyung went through.
"I can't.."
Those words were the two words that came out from Jin's mouth just before they performed. The last performance before everything happened. Or even maybe their last performance as seven?
"What is the one thing that you wish to do in the future?"
"I want to perform with them. I want to perform with them for a long time. I want people to hear my voice while I'm performing with them"
That was what Jin replied when they were having an interview session for their latest comeback. It was just a few weeks ago Jin said that sentence but suddenly everything crumpled.
What do you expect? They were happy just a day before although they were tired and physically unstable but the next day came unexpectedly making everyone afraid to death.
"For this moment, please refrain him from taking any anti-depressant" the doctor said at the hospital, few days after the incident happened.
"anti-depressant?" Taehyung murmured while eyeing their managers, Sejin and Hobeom.
Their hyung was depressed. Their hyung hide it so well. Those smiles, those laughs were nothing but just acts. Taehyung wants to applause the elder so much. Not just Taehyung but all of them. They want to applause him so much for being such a good actor.
They can't believe behind those smiles and those laughs hide a person screaming and crying to be helped. And that person is no other than the bright Jin hyung. The bright man. Almost as bright as sun. To them, he is even brighter than the sun.
They were shocked to find out about the news. Everyone is shock.
"Why won't you tell us about this?" Namjoon asked to their managers
"He tell us not to" Hobeom replied.
"But still you should tell us.. We can help him" Namjoon said again.
"He hides more than all of you can imagine. Trust me, I've seen one of his weakest state" Hobeom said.
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They were sitting in the private hospital room listening to the steady heart beat sound. A music to their ears. The room filled with nothing other than the sound from a heart beat machine. The sound that makes all of them calm. For someone who genuinely loves music, they love hearing those heart beating sound more than music.
For them, those heart beat sound is music to their ears. The music that's make them calm. The music that's make them grateful. The music that's make them sure that they didn't lose their precious hyung.
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Love and Appreciate || Jin
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] A member have to beg to the other members who are the producers of their songs for his voice to be included in their songs. Kim Seokjin have to beg to Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon for his part. How sad is this? How about one day, Jin compl...
