"Tez... Tez.. Le'Tez!"
"Hmmm." He answered half way sleep
By now we had arrived in Bora Bora and we were in bed. All I could think about is what Amber could possibly want to talk to Tez for.
"Wake up we needa talk."
"Deyjah we can talk in the morning , I'm tired."
"I need to talk now Tez this is keeping me up." He sighed rubbing his hands down his face
"What is this about man ?" I could tell he was irritated but I didn't really care I needed to clear my mind
"When we were on the jet , Amber texted you she said y'all needed to talk." He sighed
"This is what you needed to talk about Deyj , it's been years and you still don't trust me." He shook his head getting out of bed
"Tez I'm trying too , I swear it." He put his sweat pants on
"If you don't trust me now , I guess you never will." He said putting his hoodie over his head
"Ion know what else to do Deyjah." He walked out the door
I sighed falling back on the bed , curling up in the covers. It's no secret that I have trust issues.
Tez has been nothing but faithful since we've been married but I still can't bring myself to trust. When he cheated with Amber that really broke me and now she's back.
What could they possibly have to talk about?
I don't want to ruin our time out here with my insecurities so I'm just going to push them to the side.
Soon Tez came back to bed and I was still awake so I rolled over, placing my hand on his face.
"I'm sorry and you're right I need to trust you again especially since we're married. I'm sorry baby." He placed me on him
"I love you baby and when I said I want you and only you , I meant that." He said looking me in my eyes
I smiled and leaned down to kiss him.
"Give me another child." I almost choked
"Are you serious? Liyah and Armani are enough."
"Yes they are my world but I want another baby."
Another baby is a lot and after I had Armani ... I got my tubes tied without Tez knowing.
Both labors were so painful and I knew I wouldn't want anymore so I got them tied.
I know when he finds out he is going to be pissed at me. That's why he is not going to find out.
He kissed my forehead and said "just think about it " after that we fell asleep finally.
3 DAYS LATER
We landed in Miami , Bora Bora was amazing but nothing was like home with my family.
I called Tamara and told her that I was on my way to get them. Tez had to get right in another car to go to another runway cause he had some appearances.
