DEYJAH
"Yo wife and Bryson Tiller ? How you feeling about that man?" Charlemagne asked
"Honestly Ian come here to speak on my wife man...."
"Come on you don't got nun to say..."
"I said can we move on man"
I listened in on the radio interview and I felt even more guilty about what I did. It was and I have to tell Tez, even though ion want too.
I turned off the radio.
Bryson 😬: can we meet up I need to talk to you ?
But he engaged? Ion even know why I'm jelly , it's just something about Bryson and I can't get past it.
"Deyjah?" Tez came in the door and I quickly put my phone down
"Yea wassup baby?"
"I told you to be ready , ya moms here and she wanna have dinner." I scrunched my eyebrows
"I didn't get yo text I'm sorry i just gave to slip on clothes anyway and the kids ready too."
I went in my closet and got an outfit and slipped it on.
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"Deyjah baby you seemed distracted are you okay babygirl?" My dad asked as he fed Armani his steak
"I'm fine dad just a little tired from work." Tez kisses my temple then whispered in my ear
"I'll help you with that tonight." I smiled but it was quickly pulled away when I started to think about Bryson
I don't know why I couldn't get him out my head. He was just there and I needed to do something about it and fast.
Dinner wrapped up and Tez had to go back to the stadium because the team was doing their annual lockdown where they spend a night staying in the stadium before their biggest game of the season.
The kids were staying with my mom and dad so I would have the house to myself.
Bryson: Be at my house 10 o clock we need to end this.
I sent the text as we drove home. We pulled up and I was about to get out the car until Tez pulled me back.
"Babe? Are you okay you've been acting so weird and down lately?"
"I'm fine babe... have a goodnight with the team and text me before you go to bed." He smiled and leaned in to kiss me
I pulled back with a smile then I turned to get out. I went inside and stripped from my outfit and put on some pajama pants and a tank top and then I wiped my makeup off.
There was a knock at the door and I went downstairs to open it only to see Bryson. The guy I once loved so much, the guy I never got closure from and maybe that's why I loved him so much.
We sat down on the chair and I began to say...
"As much as I still love you... we can't do this. I have a family, a husband and two kids that I love to death. You're just—- my past and I never got closure. You left me Bryson..." Tears ran down my face
"You l-left me hurt and broken! I don't know how to forgive you for that!" He pulled me into a hug
I heard the locks quickly click over.
"Babe who's car in the drive— "
"TEZ WAIT BEFORE YO—"
"What is this nigga doing here Deyjah?!"
"Le'Tez ." I got up to face him
"WHAT IS HE DOING HERE?!"
"I leave for 5 seconds and you in another Nigga —- this why you been acting so damn weird you been talking to this nigga the whole time."
"And here I go looking stupid defending my WIFE but I'm really out here looking like a dumbass. But my wife out here thotting instead of being a fucking mother." Tears ran down my face
"Ayy dont talk to her like that dawg..." Bryson jumped in it and Tez threw a quick jab and then Bryson tackled him
They started to fight.
"STOP!" Tez was over top of Bryson punching him repeatedly
"Tez STOP GET OFF OF HIM YOURE GONNA KILL EM!"
He let go and rushed upstairs. I cried out.
"Bryson GO ! Now leave!" He got up and scattered
I went upstairs to find Tez packing.
"Baby please he didn't mean ..."
"Did you fuck em?"
"Tez...."
"Did you fuck him!" He screamed making me jump
I shook my head no.
"Right you didn't fuck him I know you didn't ... but you thought about it. That night you came home and we had sex the vibe was different you've never moaned like you did before... you were thinking about fucking him."
He zipped his suitcase up.
"Please don't leave me Tez he doesn't mean anything to me... I won't ever see him again!" I cried stopping him from leaving
"Do you love him!"
"I love you—-"
"Deyjah do you love him!" I closed my mouth I didn't want to admit the truth
"Don't even answer that..."
"Not only did you fantasize about this nigga , you had him in my house where I laid my head where my kids lay their head. ARE YOU OUTTA YO FUCKING MIND?!" He yelled and pushed my slightly to get out the door
"I'll send over the divorce papers ... cause I'm done witcho ass." Soon after those words the door slammed making me jump
I slid down the door and cried. I curled up into a ball and thought about the best thing for me to do to cope with this pain.
I walked all the way to the other side of the house and went into our bar and grabbed a bottle of vodka.
I drunk from the bottle. I wanted to feel numb. I didn't want to feel this pain. I wanted to get so drunk that I wouldn't remember this day.
So I wouldn't remember that my husband was done with me and he didn't want nothing else to do with me, his wife.
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The light shined in and woke me up. My head was killing me. I felt the tears that dried on my face and then I remembered what took place last night.
I lost the love of my life.
Tez found out 😳
Divorce is on the table? 🤔
