Lost (Peter Parker)

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A/N: Infinity War spoilers ahead! You have been warned.

And yes, I know that I posted a Spider-man imagine recently, but the Infinity War feels are still here, so I just had to write one on him. Also, I had a lot of feels while writing this imagine, so it is definitely not fluffy like my other ones.








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You laugh as your boyfriend, Peter, spins you around the room while singing alone to the Hamilton soundtrack. "I will send a fully armed battalion to remind you of my love!"

Pulling yourself away when Helpless starts to play, you dance around the room. "Oooo, I do, I do, I do, I do! Boy, you got me helpless!"

He pulls you to him and plants a soft kiss on your neck. "I love you so much."

You kiss him back. "You can't love me half as much as I love you."

Peter looks deep into your eyes. "I swear Y/N, I'll do anything for you. My heart is all yours, forever and always."

"As mine is yours," you lean into him and your heart feels like it will burst with the love you feel for Peter.

You two spend the night simply in each other's arms, the presence of one another the only thing you desire in that moment.

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You cling to the side of the donut-looking spaceship as it hurls into space. Your spidersuit, which is almost identical to Peter's, fails to give you the required oxygen. You feel yourself slowly backing out and your grip on the ship loosens. Trying to hold onto consciousness and the spaceship turns out to be too much for you, and you black out and fall into space.

Peter's POV

"Mr. Stark, it smells like a new car in here!" I admire my new suit. Suddenly, I notice a familiar object heading straight for me. Y/N?!?!

Shooting my web, I grab her and pull Y/N's limp body into my arms and check to see if she's breathing. "Mr. Stark! Y/N is here too!"

I hear him swear faintly. "Seriously kid, do you two never separate or something? Friday, you know what to do."

Waiting anxiously, it feels like forever before a suit like mine encases her body, only this one is her favorite color. It takes her a few minutes before she finally comes to. "Peter? What are you doing here?"

"What are you doing here? You should be back on earth, you almost died!"

"But I didn't," she takes a couple deep breaths. "Wow, it really does smell like a new car in here."

"I know, right?!?"

The Iron Man suit flies up behind me. "Neither of you should be here. Now I'm in space with two teenagers. What if one of you gets hurt?"

Y/N stands up. "Don't worry Mr. Stark, you don't have to worry about us. I've got Peter's back and he's got mine. No one's going to die today."

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Your POV

You lean exhaustedly against a rock. You, Peter, Tony, and Doctor Strange had teamed up with several members of the Guardians of the Galaxy to try and defeat Thanos. You had come so close to removing the gauntlet, but Star Lord had ruined your efforts, and Thanos was now on his way to earth the retrieve the final Infinity Stone.

"Y/N?" You look up to see a concerned looking Peter. "Are you alright? That was a pretty nasty fall you took."

You smile at him. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little tired."

"Well, when we get home, we can spend a whole day relaxing and watching our favorite Disney movies."

Your smile fades. "But Peter, even if the Avengers back on earth manage to defeat Thanos, how will we go back home? We are stuck on an alien planet and no one knows we are here."

He sits down next to you. "No matter if we are stuck on this planet until we die, I will be the happiest person alive because I spent that life with you by my side."

You give him a small kiss before standing up. "Well, we're getting nothing done just sitting here. I'm going to go dig through that wreckage, maybe I can find something..." Your voice dies off.

"Hey, what is it?" Peter asks.

"Where did Mantis go?" You ask. "I could have sworn she was just standing there."

He gets up. You two watch in horror as Drax turns into dust and is blown away. "What is happening?" You whisper.

"Y/N!" Someone calls. You turn and see Doctor Strange fall to the ground. Quickly running over there, you grasp his hand. "Strange!"

"Steady Quill," you hear Tony say. Star Lord too? What happening?

"There was no other way," whispers Strange before he also turns into dust. You stare at your hand that seconds ago held Doctor Strange's.

"Mr. Stark?" You hear a familiar voice and your heart immediately clenches. No, it can't be. "I don't feel so good."

You spin around and catch Peter just before he hits the ground. He holds onto you desperately. "I don't wanna go. Please Y/N, I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go!" Tears slide down your eyes as you smooth his hair. "It's-it's okay Peter. You're okay."

Slowly, your boyfriend turns into dust in your arms, and you fall to the ground. "No!" You scream, slamming your fist into the rocky soil. "You promised! You said you would do anything for me! You promised we'd be together forever." Sobs overtook your body, tears blinding you as you gasped for breath. "Take me too! Please, I don't want to live without him. Take me!"

Tony pulls you into a hug as you continue to cry, his own eyes filled with tears. "I said I would be there for him," you sob. "He was there for me and I failed him. It's all my fault."

"No," Tony says firmly. "It's not your fault. It's Thanos' fault. Don't go blaming yourself Y/N."

Still sobbing, you hug Tony back, even though all you want is Peter. Your heart feels empty and all you want to do is die.

I love you Peter. Forever and always.


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Welp. There goes my heart. I'm sorry, this turned out more depressing then I meant it to be. I just kept imagining what I would do if my best friend was dying in my arms, and yeah...

Also, I listen to way too much Hamilton. Wait, is too much Hamilton even a thing?

Everyone still have their Infinity War depression? My children did not deserve that. At least Peter will be back for his other movies. But my son Bucky, whyyyyyy.

On a happier note, we reached 3k! *does happy dance* Thanks so much!

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