From ‚hate you' to ,love you'

Chapter 13

Blair's POV:

It was Sunday morning,when I checked my phone I saw certain messages from Jess telling me that she would be at Monet's by 3 pm. I scrolled down through social media, seeing a lot of pics from Bryce's party yesterday. I decided to not go after what he did to me yesterday, I couldn't stand his disgusting face.

I got out of bed and got ready to meet up with Jess at Monet's. Dad drove me cause I didn't wanna go by feet since it was raining outside again. He dropped me off and I said bye. I walked into Monet's seeing Jessica already sitting at our table.
,,Hey B'' - she greeted me ,,Heeey bitch'' - I greeted back as we both laughed.
We made a little small talk, ordered our hot choclates and then she started talking about Zach.
Great.
,,So B what's up with you and Zach? I mean you guys barley talk to each other but you stare at each other the whole time?'' she asked.
,,Listen Jess, you know what happened years ago of course I won't talk to him it's just.... - I paused and she finished my sentence: complicated? -putting a worried face on.
,,I guess that's it, nevermind please just let's start with our dance''- I said as I tried to change the subject.
,,O M G I have the most perfect idea'' - Jess said.
,,We two should have a dance battle in halftime'' - we both said just right in time and got fully excited jumping and clapping into our hands, making everybody look at us. When we realized, that people stared at us, we got quiet and started laughing.
,,You just know what I have in my mind B'' -Jess said with a smiling face. ,,That's what besties are therefore J'' I said.
And so we continued talking about our dance battle and decided that we'll practice on tuesday morning our battle.

We now had all our moves, made plans and wrote down everything, this was gonna be lit!
Justin picked Jessica up, they offered me a ride but I told them I wanted to stay and get some ideas for that stupid Presentation about ,American History', which I have to do with Zach and needed to be ready in 2 weeks. Well I decided to do it alone, cause I can't keep up with his presence. Without noticing I kept thinking about him, how close we used to be and that night we almost kissed. Damn that was supposed to be our night, when our parents just ruined everything just in the same night. Jess, Hannah and also Alex knew about my feelings towards him and that I was really in love with him. They still tell me to get over my family pride and convince what I feel, well actually felt. Orrr...do I still feel that way for him? I asked myself.

I sat there for almost 4 hours alone after Jess had gone at 6 o'clock. I called my dad asking him to pick me up and that's what he did. I went straight to bed cause I was so damn tired.