From ‚hate you' to ,love you'

Chapter 38

Zach's POV:
I took a deep breath and opened the letter:

Zach, my dear son. I am writing these lines with tears in my eyes, knowing that soon I won't be here anymore. I won't be here anymore to teach you things, to watch your games, to see you growing up and becoming a man. But that's ok, I already saw you growing up and becoming the best way I could possibly ever imagine you. You're a wonderful kid, Zach and NOTHING what happened or happens is your fault, not that your mom cheated, not that I will die and none of the other things too. There were just certain things in our marriage that didn't go on so well and one day you'll understand that, but me and your mom always loved you guys and none of this was wether your or May's fault. You two have been the reason we were a family, you guys kept us together as a family and made us realize the love we had for each other. The reason why I passed away is because I had cancer stage 5. There was nothing anyone could do about it, not even the doctors. Believe me, if I had the chance to fight I would, but there wasn't and after all it's ok because I've died in peace. I told your mom to not tell you guys because I knew what it would cause, I wanted my last days to be as normal as possible. I saw everything I wanted to see of you Zach. The only thing that I haven't seen, is you and Blair being a couple. Fight for her Zach, you love her and I know she does too. I noticed you love her since the day we moved, when you saw her from the kitchen window, walking down the street. Take care of your mom and May. I love you so much my dear son. I hope you will find the same love for Blair, I had for your mother.
Take care of yourself and be the best man and marine biologist the world can ever have.
I love you.
Xo dad
Ps: yea I knew what you always wanted to be LOL.

That was it. My dads last words. I laughed a little at his ,,ps'' line.
I looked to Blair with tears in my eyes:,,My dad ha-d c-can cancer'' I stuttered.
She didn't look shocked she just pulled me into a hug and started to cry a little.
After awhile I pulled away:,,hey let's go home it's already late'' I said.
,,yea they might be totally worried'' She said whipping away her tears.
She drove with her moms car and I with mine. When we arrived home we walked inside.
,,Zach I was so worried'' my mom said standing up from the couch. She ran up to me and I pulled her into a hug with tears streaming down my face. I could hear her sniffle, she was also crying. After a long hug I let go and looked over to Blair's mom who said:,,I think me and Blair should go, if there's anything you need us for just tell us.''
They went over to the front door and Blair once again came up to me:,,hey, call me whenever you need me, okay?'' I nodded and she said:,,I love you'' kissing my cheek.
,,I love you too'' was the last thing I said as they left.

Blair's POV:

We went over to our house and Dad finally came back home.
,,Hey daddy'' I said hugging him.
,,mija, god I missed you two so much.'' He said kissing my moms forehead and hugging me.
,,So what's new over here'' he asked and me and mom both looked at each other.
,,what?'' he asked confused.
,,Karen told Zach'' was all my mom said and my dad understood right away.....