I'll Heal You

Chapter 10

Kartik took her to her room.. she sat down on the bed.. she was just breathing heavily.. her face pale without any expression.. Kartik could not understand what just happened to her all of a sudden.. few minutes earlier she was panicking so much and suddenly she became all silent..

Kartik : Naira kya hua tumhe.. please kuch bolo Naira.. tumhe rona hai to ro lo.. halka ho jao thoda sa..

She wasn't responsing him and just looking straight..

Kartik : Ek minute, let me bring you a glass of water..

Kartik went outside the room and brought in water for her from the dining table.. he sat down beside her on the bed..

Kartik : Naira yeh lo Pani piyo thoda sa..

He saw Naira not responding.. so he put his left hand on back of her head and made her drink water from his right.. she drank it.. Naira clutched his hand this time.. he put down the glass and held Naira by her shoulder..

She looked at him.. tears started flowing down her cheeks one by one..

Naira : Kartik .. Kartik main.. tum mujhe ... Please kabhi mat chodna.. please..

She somehow struggled with her words..

Kartik : Shhh.. shhhh.. Naira kuch nahi hua hai.. main tumhe chod ke bhala kyun jaane laga..

She started crying loudly.. she let out all her pain in front of him.. her cries started becoming louder and louder with each passing second.. she was behaving weired.. one moment she digs her head into the crook of his neck and the other moment she sits straight just holding him tight.. it went on for few minutes..

Kartik was continuously caressing her hair and back.. he was unable to take it anymore.. yes he of course wanted her to cry to let her pain out but it was now getting worse.. if she keeps on crying this badly she would fall ill.. he was not having an ounce of idea about what to do..

Kartik : Naira please chup ho jaao.. bass bahut hua.. aise roti rahogi toh bimaar padh jaaogi.. Naira..

Naira sat straight but kept crying..

Kartik did not find any other way and he pressed his lips on her in order to stop her from crying.. he closed his eyes and started kissing her passionately.. she didn't understood what happened but of course couldn't cry anymore due to his lips on her.. astonishingly she started responding too slowly.. they were holding each other tightly.. he went on kissing her until she stopped crying completely..

He left her lips abruptly but kept her holding .. she slowly moved her face... her face made its way to the crook of his neck, her forhead  touching his lips and jawline.. her hands traced his back and clutched there tightly..

He soon realised what he did.. when he felt her hugging him tightly.. he hugged her more tight.. she was in his embrace now for quite a few minute.. Kartik went in a shock and soon mentally started cursing himself as to what he did just now..

She wasn't ready to leave him.. he understood and stayed back hugging her until he felt her grips loosing on him.. he looked at  Naira and understood she was asleep due to tiredness and crying..

He made her sleep properly.. was going out of the room when he realised Naira is still holding on to his palm.. he took his palm out.. kept her hand properly on the bed and covered her with the duvet..

He went out in the living room.. he laid down on the sofa keeping his head on the sofa handle..

Kartik (to himself) : Yeh tune kya kar dia Kartik.. kya ho kya gaya tha tujhe.. pagal ho gaya hai kya..
Yeh kya kardia maine... Nahi.. nahi..

He sat down..

Kartik (to himself) : Jo bhi hua bahut galat hua.. aisa nahi hona chahiye tha.. bilkul nahi hona chahiye tha.. yeh kya ho gaya mujhse..
Par main karta bhi to kya.. chup hi nahi ho rahi thi Naira tum.. kitna samjhane ki koshish kia par.. tabiyat kharab ho rahi thi tumhari..
Nahiii.. Nahiii.. main galat hu.. maine galti ki hai.. jo bhi ho.. yeh nahi hona chahiye tha..haan main pyaar karta hu usse.. shayad woh bhi mujhse karti hai.. par aise bina uske consent ke.. I don't have any idea what I just did.. why the hell did I do that..

His eyes started welling up.. he went and splashed some cold water on his face.. 
Peeped inside Naira's room to check her and he saw her sleeping peacefully..

He called his mom and informed that he couldn't come home tonight due to getting stuck in some important work..

He laid himself on the sofa again.. his mind kept going back to what just happened.. the whole night he just kept staring towards the partially open Naira's room so as to help her if she needs anything..

It was almost dawn when his eyes refused to support him and he slept..

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NOTE ( Please do have a look) :

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