ZOYA
Finally, I'm back in the saddle. I'm back at work making this gawp. The girls was all excited seeing me again. But I wasn't excited on seeing them specially not Angel ass.
"Welcome back Ms. Zoya"the doctor said. Me and her have some issues too. She don't like me for some reason.
"Glad to be back"I said.
"Mhmmm, so how was your days off with your baby?"she ask.
"They was good. Kind of boring"I said.
"So who watching her?"I heard Angel ask.
"Her father"I said.
"You mean the one that treated you like a dog and hurted you"Angle smiled. "I mean, you cant marry him cause his family is very racist"
"Angle. If you want to fuck Zion so bad again, be my guest"I said and walk away.
Angle words did got stuck in my head. Why am I with him after he beated me, rape me, and told me to abort Zayda. Just why? Am I that desperate.
L A T E R
After work, I went home. I'm so tired and worn out. But it's good that I'm back working. I need to start back and exercise.
I pull up to my house seeing the porch light on. I turn the ignition off and hop out my car. I walk to my door step and open the door.
I walk in the house seeing Zayda with Zion on the couch. Both was sleep. It's so confusing on what I want. Do I want Zion? Do I have to kick him out? What if he beat me again?
"You home"Zion said in a raspy voice.
"Yeah"I mumble.
"Ima put Zayda to bed then go to sleep"
"Actually, I will put Zayda to bed"I said.
"You sure? Look like a zombie there"Zion laugh.
"I know but I want to just kiss her goodnight"I said.
"Okay"he got up from the couch with Zayda in his arms. He kissed her good night then gave her to me.
"Hey my baby"I whisper. She was still sleep. I walk up to her room so I can put her to bed. I laid her in the bed then kiss her cheek. She move a bit then peacfully went to sleep.
I walk out her room closing the door. I walk to the kitchen seeing Zion still on the couch. "Why you still on the couch?"
"Just want to watch tv"He said.
"Okay, well when you done you can come sleep with me"I said. He just nod his head and continue to watch tv.
I ain't trying to get down and busy with him. God no. Just want to talk.
After taking off my clothes, taking a bath, then combing my hair I finally hop in bed. I turn the tv on watching the Wayne brothers. Love that show. So funny.
Zion came in the room rubbing his eyes. He so tired. But from what?
"Sleepy baby"I chuckle.
"Why you so jolly?"Zion ask.
"What I can't be jolly"I smiled.
"Yeah you could but it's freaking me out"he laugh.
"I'm not gone nothing. Just want to talk"
"About?"
"Let talk about us?"
"What about us?"Zion narrowed his eyebrows.
"Why are you with me? You don't ever think about what happened between me and you when we use to sneak behind your wife back, fuck each other non-stop, then fight"I said.
"I remember, but I don't think about it sometimes"he said.
"You ever think about what you did to me at the hospital. How you beated me, rape me, then told me to abort Zayda"I said with tears running down my face ."Why are you here now?! What you want from me?!"
"I want you"he said. "I want to marry you"he pulled out a velvat box looking at it.
"Zoya, the first day I met you I fell in love. I didn't know what love is till we kept on seeing each other and working together. I never loved my wife. I only loved you. When I saw you with Jason and kissing him and loving him, I kept imaging that it was me you was kissing and loving. I'm sorry if I lost my mind that day, I black out. That day wasn't me I'm telling the truth. I was mad and couldn't think"
I kind of believed him. When I look into his eyes that day, it wasn't him. That was not Zion.
"But back to this ring. Zoya, I love you and I want to marry you"
Everything in me melt. What should I do? This is to much on me.
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I'm running out of ideas. I don't know what to do next with this. Help a girl out.
