Chapter 27: Stage 24
Why am I like this?
Why am I like this?
Why am I like this?
Stop being like this.
Stop being like this.
Stop
Stop
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
SHUT THE FUCK UP
I wanna go home!
.
But you are already home.
.
Say.
Did you get it?
How cruel the world is.
They don't kill you with straight spitefulness.
No.
They kill you slowly. They show you kindness and warmth. They show you appreciation and comfort.
Then just when you thought everything is wonderful. They leave.
But isn't that just all in your mind?
It's your fault.
.
Say.
Why were you here in the first place?
This wasn't your dream after all. You said so yourself.
Right at the start.
Don't be dense.
You know why you're here. Trying to hard. Smiling so hard.
No. It wasn't because of Jungkook that you were here.
That was just a cover up.
You convinced yourself that you needed him.
He was your life line.
He was the only one there for you when you were bullied. When you were scared. When you weren't wanted.
You didn't want to let go.
But now that your shield is gone.
You created me.
.
Say.
Fill in the blanks.
Didn't you want to be as talented as your brother? Isn't that the reason you tried so hard. That it even impacted the you inside. Or did you just didn't want to disappoint Bang Pd-nim. He did give you a chance after all. Or had you grown attach to the members? That's why you don't want to leave? Or was it because your brother is here.
Do you even know what you are doing to yourself?
Denial and Contradictions.
Don't you want Euphoria?
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