Hidden 8th | BTS

Stage 38

You were back here again.

Surrounded by mist and clouds, the usual. But this time it was purple.

The colour of love and protection.

And strangely this time around, although the atmosphere was still dark and creepy, you felt somewhat content?

You felt like you were comfortable.

You felt cozy and relaxed being surrounded by clouds.

You felt like you belong.

And that's what scared you the most, you weren't supposed to feel like you belong here. A place where your brain had imagine to store all your haziness, all your dark thoughts, all your secrets that you never told anyone, not even your brother.

A place where the other you lived.

Which was ironic because the other you never wanted to live.

The other you hates everything and everyone, including yourself.

The other you despises bliss and innocences, that it was nonsense from beginning to end, the mind of delusion.

The other you loathed having others being around you, loathed at the fact that someone could actually care and love you. It trusted no one.

And for some time, so did you. Not your parents. Not the members. Not even your twin.

The best thing about the other you? Is that the other you was there from the beginning. The other you that has been there since you were as little as you could remember. It was just that you didn't realise it because the other you was always just at the back of your mind, hidden.

And the other you got triggered awake.

Because your shield, your protector, left you.

And maybe, it was a good thing.

It made you independent after all, one way or another.

Or perhaps, it made you more dependent than ever?

You turned your head facing back.

And there the other you stood. With the same fake smile, with the same grin and glow.

The other you was sitting down just like you.

What makes you think that you grown? You can't even walk now. It makes you even worse than a child.

The doctor said it was only temporary, just for a few months.

You're paralysed waist down. It doesn't matter how long it'll take you to walk, you can't even go around without someone.

That means you need someone to care for you again.

You need to depend on someone again.

It's alright, I trust them. My hyungs would be fine with it. They will be happy as long as I am safe.

Great, you are already leaning on to someone. Great job.

The other you laughed at you. The same old loud obnoxious laugh.

Are they really trustable though?

Maybe Jin-hyung.

Maybe Yoongi-hyung.

Maybe Namjoon-hyung.

Maybe Hoseok-hyung.

Maybe Jimin-hyung.

Maybe Taehyung-hyung.

Maybe even Bang Pd-nim, Manager Seijin-hyung and Supreme Boi.

But......

What about your brother? Your twin? Jungkook.

What about him? I already forgave him.

Oh honey, did you really? Did you really completely forgive him?

Can you really, confidently shout out that you can trust Jungkook, your twin brother, because he will never EVER abandon you again?

Of course I can!

Stop lying to yourself.

I can!

Really?

Yes!

Sure?

I'm sure!

With your life?

With my life!

And your secrets?

I.......

Exactly, you loved him once, and now it's gone.

He is your tear.

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LilMeowMeow
Omg omg omg, ok so, you know how I found that creepy message in the website last time? Well, I have been trying to decipher it for a long ass time, like holy sweet jesus why don't I get paid for this. ANYWAY!

The message was ':)' right? So, I spent like a week thinking of what it meant. Then it hit me, why did it use the type symbol smiley face instead of a picture, why was it sideways and not vertical? HENCE! I figured it had a symbol meaning to it, sooooo~

So, the ':' aka Colon, for English, is used for between independent clauses when the second sentence relates to the first sentence. Except there were no first sentence anywhere so it didn't make sense to me at all.

So, I went to search the use of Colon for Technology use. Thus, in the URL, the colon is used to separate the protocol from the address, you know, http is the protocol and is the address. (There were also some other uses for it in other tech fields but I just went noooppeeee) <- oh hey I'm using a bracket *que jin's wiper laugh*

WELLL then I looked up on the ')' aka Bracket. In ENGLISH, it is mainly used to separate off information that isn't essential to the meaning of the rest of the sentence AND they can also be used to enclose a comment by the person writing (like what I'm doing right now lolololol). I didn't bother to go to the computer side of it though cause it mainly used square brackets and I was so not going to go into that topic.

Thereforeeee, if you combine the meaning of the Colon for Computer use and the Bracket for English use.

From what I concluded, it means that the message is an ending with a missing beginning, since this bracket is a closing and the opener for the bracket is not found. And maybe in between the missing start and end, there's a possible separation between two parts.

Idk about you guys but this kind of make sense to me.

TLDR

':)' could mean that it is the ending of a message. And there could be a possible separation in between the ending and the start message that idk where it is.

ALSO, this also gave me another theory.

What if the missing start message is Jungkook's Wings song, Begin? And the ending message relates to Y/N's Domino? Cuz, the title is 'Begin' which is literally the meaning of start, and Y/N is the last member to appear and there MUST be a reason behind that, and that out of all the WINGS songs in the album, the only song that relates the closest to an ending is Y/N's.

Idk, I might be completely wrong about this.

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LilMeowMeow
Btw, does anyone have an update on them? I just want to know how they are doing on their week off. I miss my babies :"(((( I hope they are eating and sleeping healthy though, they deserve a rest. ^^

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Was it too far fetch? I'm sorry ^^;