Stage 25

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Chapter 28: Stage 25

Big Hit management had extended the return home ticket for another week, as it's final decision. It meant that if you do not wake up in a week's time, then the boys would have to go home without you, and that was something that nobody wanted. However, the management couldn't possibly delay their scheduled any longer, the group had things to do, a lot of things to do, and being behind schedule would not help.

It has been 3 days since you passed out, and everyday the boys would come to the hospital and sit beside you for the rest of the day, only leaving for food and until the security comes and kicks them out because visiting hours were over.

During the suppose last day, where they were suppose to go on a cruise ship and write letters to each other, it got cancelled. And the letters that they were suppose to write to each other, they were all changed to be written towards you.

No, the staff didn't tell them to do this. This issue couldn't be aired, it would break ARMYs hearts and it most certainly wouldn't look good on the company's reputation.

But they wrote it anyway, hoping that you would wake up and read them.

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To: Our Dearest Y/N

I once thought that I was doing the right thing. That I shouldn't pry too much into other people's life because I didn't want to intrude into other's personal space. That was why ignored all the obvious signs. I didn't question if the methods of the staff were too harsh on us because I ignored all the struggles and pushed forward, I convinced myself that it was all worth it in the end.

But I was wrong. It was an excuse for me to not get involved with others, to not get too close to them, so that I won't get hurt when they leave. So that I would be busy and not lose myself.

And I regret that so much. I regret ignoring you and everyone's troubles so much.

I am suppose to be a leader.

I realise that if you shut yourself off, the only person that would hurt in the end is you yourself. So you shouldn't make yourself excluded. If you really care about that person then even when they try to leave, you fight them, you hold on to them. Because no matter how far apart you are from that person physically, they will always feel like they are right by your side if you open your heart.

That is why, I won't leave you, Y/N. Never Ever Will

From: Your Dense Hyung, Namjoon.

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To: Our Wonderful Y/N

I am so sorry.

I am so sorry that I didn't notice sooner.

I'm sorry that I'm such a bad Hyung.

I should have known when you stopped making snacks for us, that something was up.

I should have been more aware. More cautious. More suspicious when you had suddenly changed your actions. When you suddenly didn't want to sleep with us anymore, cuddle with me anymore or even take naps. I should have known that you were eating lesser and lesser, almost to the point that you were obviously not even touching your food, I should have known, I am the cook after all.

If I could go back in time, I would have fix it all.

But life isn't so fortunate, huh?

I miss you, Y/N. Please wake up, I will make sure to bake you a batch of soft baked chocolate chip cookies if you do.

From: Your Not so Smart but still Handsome Hyung, Seokjin.

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