Hidden 8th | BTS

Stage 5

Chapter Six: Stage 5

You know when everyone came together, you thought that everything was official.

That this was it, this was the group you were going to debut in, this were the people in your life that you would live with for who knows how long.

But you thought wrong.

The moment you saw Jimin on the verge of being fired.

The moment you saw Jungkook seriously stating that he didn't want to be an idol, that he would prefer being a dancer.

The moment you saw Hoseok packing his bags.

It was all so messy.

Everybody could see it.

That they did not want to go.

That they were meant to stay in this path.

But all the stress and frustrations were leading them astray.

Namjoon was troubled on whether to convince them to stay or let them do what they want. Many had left the team before them, he was almost used to it. He was conflicted.

Even though he was the oldest among all of you, Jin was socially awkward. In fact after all the time you guys spent together, he was still rather quiet. Besides, who was he to tell them to stay when they didn't want to? Just because he was the oldest? Did that make him responsible?

Yoongi, well, Yoongi had his own problems. He had part time jobs and training to deal with. It was after all a rather small and poor company. He was tired.

Tae was trying. He was trying really hard to have the team put back together. Trying to make them stay. But all his efforts were rather timid when the company was the one that made the problem in the first place, and they were making the problem bigger day by day. And frankly, Tae was scared to face his higher ups.

Alright then.

If no one was willing to fix it then you will just have to step in.

Because you were the only one left daring enough to try something, you weren't scared because this wasn't your dream after all.

Then why were you trying so hard?

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"Bang Pd-nim." You stated.

There you stood in the grey coloured office room. Standing straight in front of your boss's desk on the blue carpeted floor.

"What brings you here Y/N?" he asks. Pushing his round glasses up in curiosity with a friendly smile placed on his face. At first glance, you would have seen this man as a very caring and friendly person.

He is, but under all that, there was a lot more too him.

"Is it fun too see us suffering?" You stated, your mouth spouting out words before you can barely think it through.

"Excuse me?"

"Too see us insecure and anxious. To see us gain the fear that whenever we just so happen to take the slightest break, we will be yelled at." You were rambling at this point.

And before you realised it, you were screaming. You were yelling out your frustrations out on the man in charge. You were carelessly spouting out words that had been build up until now.

You were surprise at yourself. You didn't think that you had this much problems as well.

Hell, up to now, you thought you were fine.

"What's mo-" you stopped mid sentence because a hand had been placed onto your mouth, another on your shoulder.

You turned around and saw Namjoon serious stare as he shook his head at you. Behind him were the rest of the members. All looking at you with worrisome eyes.

When did they come in?

"I am so sorry Bang Pd-nim. I will make sure that this won't happen ever again." You heard Namjoon said.

His eyes were desperate. As if they were saying, please don't let us go.

Your eyes widen as you turned your gaze onto the man behind the desk. All realization had came back and you had realized what you had just done.

You were in some deep shit.

Unexpectedly, Bang Pd-nim had raised his hands up and smiled at you.

"It's alright Namjoon. In fact, I would appreciate it if you boys tell me your concerns as well. It is not healthy to store them all inside you know."

All eyes were on him and so were our fallen jaws.

"Thank you for telling me your concerns Y/N. I will take it to consideration and try to provide a solution to it. But remember this boys, nothing comes easy without hard work. You will eventually face much more harder challenges in your life and there wouldn't always be a solution right away."

All you guys could do was nod.

With that he dismissed you all.

"Thank you so much, Bang Pd-nim." You all bowed and said.

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"Y/N what were you thinking?" you heard Yoongi said with a scolding voice as you stared at the ever so interesting wooden floor.

You and the boys were back at home in the living room.

"You could have been let go, Y/N! If Bang Pd-nim wasn't so understanding, we would have to watch you pack up your stuff! Don't you know how heartbreaking that is Y/N?!" you heard Hoseok yelled.

"So you know how that feels, Hoseok-hyung?" you whispered back, yet they all heard.

The room went silent.

So you decided to speak up.

"I know that everyone is going through a hard time. That everyone is stress and tired every single fucking day."

"Y/N-" Jimin try to speak up when they saw your tears but you cut him off.

"I was trying my hardest too you know? So that I wouldn't be a burden to the group, so that when we debut people would be amazed by our skills. I trust you hyungs. I know that whatever you deem unworthy and not enough is pure amazement to me. That I have such talented hyungs. You guys gave me determination.

And seeing you guys struggle everyday made me sad, whenever I see some of you on the verge of giving up, it made me depressed. I was so worried. That was why I spent my resting hours baking snacks for you guys. Little treats and clingy hugs because that was all I knew how to do."

You looked up and through your own tears, everyone else in the room too were full on out crying. Even Yoongi, the person who hated to show his weakness in front of people.

"I love you hyungs." You whispered and despite all the sobs and sniffles, they all heard it.

Tae jumped and tackled you into a hug, which was followed by everyone else.

You heard them say sorry and that they didn't mean to make you feel sad.

That they will never leave you.

That was when you knew, that as long as they were together, they could overcome anything.

That night, everyone fell asleep on the floor. Everybody cuddling against each other. 

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Why is this so sad, dafuq. But then again I didn't really show a lot of Y/N and BTS moments so the feeling isn't quite there? 

Feelsbadman.