Yachi's Older Sister

One

I climbed off the guy then glared as he smiled and went to touch me. Bitch, don't even.

"Get dressed and go." I snapped and he seemed confused then I glared over my shoulder.

"I said, get the fuck out."

"Hey, you told me to-"

"I only used you for sex, which was horrible by the way." I said and he scoffed then got dressed and left. My dad is never home, my mother is in Torono with my sister, and I use sex as a form of feeling something. It's stupid, I know, but it's better than not feeling. Just want a gentle guy to care for me and love me for who I am, despite my mistakes. Then I heard someone knock on the door and got dressed before going to open the front door. I stared when I saw social workers then cleared my throat.

"Um, yes?"

"Novalie Yachi?" I nodded and they smiled.

"May we come in?" I nodded and let them in then they eyed the apartment.

"How old are you?"

"Seventeen." I said and leaned on the back of the couch as they looked around our messy apartment.

"And where is your father?" Shit, is that what this is about?!

"I dunno. He's always out." I said they shared a look then looked at me.

"Is he ever home?"

"At night, when he's not with a girl." I said and they sighed.

"We're sending you to Torono Town to stay with your mother."

"Sure." I shrugged and went to pack a bag of things I was bringing as they called mom and dad, letting them know. Soon, I was on a train to Torono and my sister would meet me there.
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I got off the train as music blared into my head through headphones then I looked around and saw some guys but my sister's blonde head was with them. I went over and pulled the headphones to my neck as I bumped her with my shoulder, making her look at me.

"Novalie!" She hugged me and I groaned then pushed her away.

"I'm not big on touching." I said and sighed.

"Who's the dudes?" I asked and she grinned.

"The volleyball team I'm in a club with! This is-"

"Cool. I'm going home." I said and put my headphones on then left. I can't taint her. She's too pure for me to taint and that's what I'll do by talking to her. Someone grabbed my arm and I turned to see the carrot top who was with my sister then she caught up as I pulled my headphones off.

"What?"

"Mom is at a meeting so we're going to their game."

"No, you are. I'm going home, Hitoka." I said and she pouted.

"Why are you pushing me away?" Then I snapped and grabbed her arms.

"Because I'm disgusting! I'm stupid and disgusting and you're smart and pure! Being around you will only taint you! I'm your big sister, I'm supposed to protect you! Yet I'm failing at everything and you have friends and a life and you are pure!" I cried and she seemed shocked when I let her go and backed away some as her friends silently stared.

"I was better off away from you. Now, you're going to be hurt by me and there's nothing I can do to protect you. I can't protect you from myself, Hitoka, not without hurting us both." I said and turned as tears fell down my cheeks. I put my black headphones over my ears when I walked out of the train station as I silently cried. When I got to mom's apartment, I saw a door with a note taped to it and my name. I went in and dropped my bag then laid on the bed and sobbed into my pillow, disgusted with myself for hurting my baby sister.