What are we? //5SOS

SHOULD I?

Michael's POV

I was racing down from my room thinking about how excited I was to finally meet up with the lads and also, Christina.

Damn, I miss her so much.

The truth is, I love her. I never thought that I would, and at first I hated myself for falling in love with my best friend/childhood friend. I think I started to feel something for her was when we were playing in the pool and our bodies were so close to each other I can almost smell her.

Okay. That was weird.

Our hands were intertwined and I felt a spark. I don't think she did. But after that moment, everything about her was perfect.

I never knew how beautiful her hair was in the morning. I always ask her to let down her hair, but she always tie in the silly bun which will never show her beautiful long brown wavy hair.

I never knew how beautiful she look when she smiles, when she laughs, when she is focusing on her passion which is singing.

I was hurt when last Christmas, Luke, one of my best friend suddenly told her that he loved her. He broke the fucking bro code man. Welltechnically, no one actually knows that I have feelings for her.

I was thinking so hard about her that I almost tripped down the stairs.

"Wow that was close."

I was late. As usual.

I ran out the door and quickly stop by the florist shop and bought a rose. It was costly, but hey whatever.

I was near to the park and I suddenly felt my heart racing. Why the hell am I still so nervous to meet her?

"There you are mate!" Calum shouted as he saw me from the back.

"Sorry I'm late guys. Needed to do some things."

"Oh so there's something more important than hanging out with your BEST friends for almost 7 years?" Christina emphasize on the word "BEST" with a smirk.

God how I love that smirk.

"Well if you're just going to sit there and not give me a hug, then yeah." I said not knowing that she would actually get up and give me a hug.

She gives the best hugs. She is the type of person who would actually give a proper hug not like those one-hand-around-the-neck crap. She wrapped my neck with both hands and I hugged her tightly around her waist. Fuck I wanna kiss her.

Damn it Michael cut it out.

After letting go, all 5 of us sat around the picnic and laughter was surrounding us. We were all talking about how school sucks, how finals are coming, how our schoolmates were total dicks. You know, the usual things.

I looked across and notice that Christina was staring at me. She looked away quickly after I caught her.

I giggled a little and continue back the conversations.

I should tell her how I feel, but would it ruin everything we have? But I don't think I can hide it anymore longer. But should I?