"Hi- um I mean, hey." Luke struggled.
"Umm, hi?"
"Look I'm sorry that I'm being very awkward around you lately.."
"It's fine. But I am worried. I mean, did I do something wrong, or was it something i said?" I said.
"No, no. You didn't do anything wrong." He said as he looked down, taking a deep breath. Like he's trying to build up confidence to say something.
"I just wanna talk about what happened last Christmas. Yes I know it's been a long time and yes I know why you're wondering why am I bringing this up-"
"Is it because you told me you loved me?" I stopped him.
He paused. "You remembered?"
"I couldn't stop thinking about it."
He looked up at me and finally smiled. I miss his smile.
I love the way he smiles. It's nothing compared to Michael's but it's still the sweetest smile ever. He is an awkward person ever since he was a kid and no one really likes him. But ever since he grown taller and muscular and got that lip piercing which I begged him not to because I thought it was silly, girls has even throwing themselves at him wayyyy too often.
But I loved it that it didn't get to his head. He's still that tall awkward person that I love.
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We finally sat down on a bench near by and I don't know why, but I'm kinda nervous of what he's going to say.
"So..." Luke speaks.
"Oh Lucas stop being awkward around me! We've passed that damnit!" I yelled and slap his shoulder. I knew he could take it.
He rubbed his shoulder as he gave a small chuckle.
"Oh Chris how I love you."
"What?" I stunned.
"Yes, I love you." Luke said it in a more confident way now.
WHAT THE HELL?!
"Um- um.. Why?" I mumbled.
"What do you mean why? What kind of question is that?" He frowned his eyebrows.
"I mean like, why do you even like me?"
"I don't like you. I love you." He corrected me.
"Yeah and are you going to tell me why." I toned my sentence.
"Cause you're perfect, Chris. You're absolutely perfect and beautiful. And you know what frustrates me the most?" He didn't even wait for me to answer that.
"Is that you don't fucking see it!!' He throws his arms up in the air and stood up.
"I want to take care of you and make you feel protected. You're always so insecure and it's killing me that I can't take care of you." He continues.
"I- I..." I couldn't even speak.
What can I say after what he mention to me? How can I continue this? I never knew how much he cared for me because I was so focus on Michael. I have feelings for Michael but I think now, after what happened, what Luke said to me, I think I have feelings for Luke too.
Then suddenly there's thunder and it started to drizzle.
Just great.
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"Finally we caught up to you two!" Calum and Ashton both shouted as they ran towards us holding up their hands over their heads.
"I don't know if you two notice but it's starting to rain... So.." Calum said.
"Let's go over to my place. It's nearer." Luke said as he got up and help me up as well.
4 of us quickly ran to our cars before it started pouring. I sat in Ashton's car again and we head to Luke's place.
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FanfictionChristina, Michael, Calum, Luke and Ashton are all childhood friends for a long time. Their other friends knew that there were something going on between all of them. Who will crack the truth and will things be the same again?