I'm A Goner - Joshler

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by Ravenclawgirl2003

by Ravenclawgirl2003

For MechaAnimeGirl. (This is cliché as hell.)

Tyler's P.O.V:

*Trigger warning*

My head spun as I clutched at the wall of my bunk, my throat feeling like it was filled with cement. Great, an anxiety attack is JUST the thing I need the day I'm going to come out to my crush....and my bandmate.

"Tyler?"

Oh great, speak of the devil. Josh popped his adorable face into my bunk and I tried to make it look like I was alright.
"Ty, you okay?" he asked... he sounded worried. I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out and I shook my head, my throat tightening as the room began to spin.
"It's happening again isn't it?" I faintly heard Josh ask. I guess I nodded because he pulled me into his chest and as he rocked us back and forth he began to sing quietly.

"I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath.
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath.
I wanna be known by you.

I wanna be known by you,"

I felt my breathing begin to return to normal and the room slowly began to swim back into view.

"J-Josh?" I stuttered out and he stopped singing.
"Yeah Ty?" he asked, looking down at me, his chocolate eyes gazing into my own espresso-coloured ones.

"Can I tell you something?" I asked, sitting up and moving to face him.
"Yeah sure. I've actually got something to tell you too," he smiled gently.

"Should we say it at the same time?" I asked but, in a way, I didn't want what I had to say to get lost in a jumble of words.
"Alright, on the count of three," he replied. I nodded and on three, I found my voice again.
"I'm gay," we both said.

"Wait, what?" I asked, astounded at what I'd just heard.
"You too?" Josh exclaimed, grabbing my hands... which of course sent my heart flying.

"Please don't tell me you're kidding," I muttered trying to calm my racing heart.

"Why would I be?" he replied seriously.
"I've got something else to tell you," I whispered, my courage surging.

"Go for it," Josh smiled.

And that's when I tripped. I mean, I knew what I had to tell him, but I just couldn't get the words out.

"Um... I'm not sure how to say it," I replied, the words getting caught in my throat.

"Maybe like this?" He asked and pressed his perfect lips to mine. The shock lasted about three seconds before I kissed back with as much passion as I could muster. Our mouths moved in sync as if his lips were made just for me. We kissed for what felt like an eternity until there was a shout from the front of the bus.

"Tyler! Josh! Soundcheck!" The voice of our manager ripped the two of us apart.

"Shit," Josh panted, running a hand through his blood-red hair.

"Yeah, I know," I breathed, staring up at the roof of my bunk. Now what?

Okay, this was cliché as f**k but I'm kind of proud of it. Keep sending requests! I'm currently working on a Palaye Royale one for Alec_Way and a part two of Play For Me? (Peterick) for

Love you, stay alive, stay safe, stay strong.