Your Eyes- Malec

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by Ravenclawgirl2003

by Ravenclawgirl2003

For MechaAnimeGirl.

BIG thanks Maria_The_Neko to for helping me with this because I've never seen this show, so she gave me a crash course. I would say I owe her my soul but that's already gone so I guess my brother's will have to do.

DISCLAIMER: This is not accurate to Alec's actual coming out, I don't know much besides what I've been told and read on Wikipedia. Sorry but I'm better at band imagines.

Alec's P.O.V:

Okay...here goes nothing... just in case you thought coming out was scary as a human, try it as a Shadowhunter! Queer Shadowhunters are shunned... apparently, we're not as good as the straight ones. Anyway, I'm sick of keeping my relationship with Magnus a secret, especially since we're planning on getting engaged soon.
"Alec? What's up?" Isabelle asked, snapping me out of my trance. I shook my head dismissively and quickened my pace to keep up with them. I had to force myself to swallow the lump in my throat and take a deep breath before speaking.

"Guys, can I tell you something?" I asked, making the others stop walking and turn to me.

"Yeah sure, what's got you by the balls?" Jace asked, swinging his weapon around carelessly. I felt my heart start racing even faster than before and my mouth suddenly felt as dry as the desert.

"Alec? You okay? You look like you're gonna faint," Isabelle said, jogging over to me and making me sit down on a nearby brick wall. I opened my mouth, but no words came out.

"What's up with him? Should we take him to a healer or something?" I heard someone ask.

"Alec, go home," Isabelle said gently, rubbing my shoulder.

"I-Okay," I choked out, shakily getting to my feet.
*time skip to when he's home coz I have no idea what the f**k I'm doing*

"Alexander! I didn't expect you home so soon. Is something wrong?" Magnus asked. (Can someone explain to me why everyone else calls him Alec, but Magnus calls him Alexander?) I didn't reply, instead pulling him into a deep and passionate kiss.

"Hey, you alright? Not that I'm complaining but where'd that come from?" Magnus questioned as I grabbed his hand and dragged him out onto the balcony.

"Come on, we're lying out here," I replied, flopping down onto the ground and pulling him down with me.
"You're going to ruin my outfit," he smirked but he didn't get up. I wriggled a little closer, allowing my head to rest on his shoulder.

"I love you, you know that?" I asked as we stared up into the jet-black sky which was dotted with tiny specks of light.

"And I love you too," he replied, turning to face me. There was silence for a while before Magnus spoke again.

"You know, Alexander, you didn't answer my question. Is something wrong?" he asked, turning to me. I grabbed his hand, linking our fingers, his rings cool against my skin before answering him.

"You know how I said I was going to tell the others about us?" I questioned, staring into his captivating chocolate eyes.

"Yes," he replied, pressing his forehead against mine.

"I-I didn't. I swear, I was going to but my heart starting racing and I couldn't speak," I said. Magnus went silent and I felt his hand slip from mine.
"Magnus, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to m-" I was cut off by Magnus pressing his lips against mine so forcefully I forgot how to breathe for a second. He pulled away and that's when I noticed he was practically straddling me.

"For almost a century, I've closed myself off to feeling anything for anyone. Man or woman. You've unlocked something in me, Alexander," he replied, leaning down and kissing me again, with more passion than I ever thought possible. I don't know how long we lay under the blanket of stars, just kissing, tongues intertwined but it must have been longer than I thought because suddenly I heard the door open and Jace's voice.
"Jeez, I come to check on my brother only to find you two sucking each other's faces off! I'm leaving," he exclaimed and just like that, he was gone.

"Let's move this inside, shall we?" Magnus suggested, pulling me up.

"Indeed," I replied.

Oh my god, I'm so sorry, it was bad. I'll just leave now.

Love you, stay alive, stay safe, stay strong.