The substitute

Chapter 19

I start kissing him back our tounges moving in sync, he removes his seatbelt just to get in a better position. I taste the mintiness in his mouth wanting more, he releases from the kiss and start to kiss my neck making me shiver in pleasure. Reality finally kicks in and I push him off me and run out of the car "Zoey!" he yells, but I ignore him.

I get in my house, close the door and lean against it I feel my mouth with my hand.

"What have I done" I stand there in shock.

I pinch myself to make sure I'm not sleeping, after pinching myself for ten minutes I realize there may be a possibility that I'm not sleeping.

I decide to go to sleep I'm tired, stressed out, and worried the best thing for me is to sleep.

...

I wake up from my slumber and check the time, the numbers on my phone says twelve. I get out of my bed and discover that I'm still wearing my black dress which reminds me about last night with Harry and I giving me a headache.

I remember how Harry dranked also and he was the one who drove me home last night that wasn't the smartest idea, was I drunk last night? I don't even know.

I make cereal and end up eating almost the whole box of Cheerios. 

Even though I'm not happy with Abby I still call her to comeover I just made a huge mistake and need to talk about it, and if I didn't want Abby leaving I could've just told her that so I decide to forget about it.

After about fifteen minutes I hear a knock on the door, I open the door revealing Abby.

"Hey" she says smiling hugging me.

"hi"I say hugging her back.

"What's up? How was your ride home?" She asks and I remember how she gave me money for a cab that I lost.

"Well I kind of lost the money you gave me"  I watch as her smile turns worry.

"How did you get home?" She yells with worry clear in her voice.

"Harry kind of drove me home" I say and her jaw drops to the floor.

"Why did you let him drive you?" She asks.

"He was the only guy I knew at the bar and I couldn't walk home cause it was like two miles" I tell her.

"What happened in the car?" She asks.

"He kissed me" I blurt out and he mouth hits the ground.

"He what?" she asks shock clear in her voice.

"He pulled over at my house I went to reach for the door and he just grabs my other arm and"

"Kisses you" she cuts me off.

"Ya" I say.

"Did you kiss him back" with the slience of my voice confirms her answer.

"No!" she yells and I nod my head.

"Well how did you kiss him?" she asks.

"I just... kissed him." I tell her.

"Okay.... How did he kiss you?" she asks.

"He was all over the place he was kissing my neck he unbuckled his seatbelt he was just an.... animal" I search for the correct words.

"What did you do after that?" she asks.

"Well I pushed him off of me and ran out of the car he called my name, but I just ignored him" I tell her.

"Well you should've walked to my house instead it would've been like a twenty minute walk" she teases and I roll my eyes at her.