Lost and in love

Chapter 10: Anorexic?

I fall to the ground, "i'm sorry" i say through tears. I can feel warm arms around me. "Kate when will you realise this isn't your fault" mum whispers. I look around for Jake but he's gone. He hates me now because i have a disease and he ran away when he could.

Jake:

When i heard that Kate's anorexic i was really shocked. I feel so guilty for forcing her to eat all that food. Why didn't i run after her when she ran away? It was all my fault that she threw up. How am I going to face her now? she probably thinks I can hate her but it's the complete opposite. "Jake!" my mum calls, "what?" I yell back. "Come down here I need to talk to you" she replies. "Okay" I say getting off the bed why is she so annoying why can't she leave me alone.

I go down the stairs and into the living room to see my mum and dad sitting there, great! what are they going to say. "Uh we have been noticing you have been hanging out with a girl named Kate" my mum starts. "Tell us about her" my dad says eyeing me suspiciously. "Well she's one of my best friends at the new school she's pretty, kind, caring but there's also something else about her. But I'm not telling you about it because I'd be betraying her trust" I say trying to calm down. Why are they so nosy?  "Sorry Jake" they say coming over and putting their arms around me. "It's clear you care about her" my mum says. "Just stop okay!" i yell and run up the stairs to my room and slam the door.

It's none of their buisness i don't need to tell them about Kate and how sick she is and why the hell is she saying i care about Kate. Even I'm confused about my feelings for Kate right now.

I'm really tired and i eventually fall asleep.

Kate:

( 3 days later)

I have been so sick these past couple of days. My mum rushed me to the family doctor and they gave me some vitamin supplements. Since i can't eat without throwing up after a few bites. I've managed not to cut since i was in hospital and I'm scared because i want to recover for him.

Ugh why am i so stupid? i fell for him without a second thought. The minute he saw my dark side he ran away and left me. But Kate he supported you when you were down another voice whispers. 

I'm so confused right now, "Kate?" my mums calling me. "Come lets go get you some new clothes." she continued. "Okay lets go but just let me get changed." i yell back. I take a quick shower and glance at my body. Far i look so skinny, no Kate that evil voice whispered your fat.

I decide to ignore it, i get dressed in a flowered dress and some black stockings. I add a black jacket on top and than i put on some cute flats. I then put on some light makeup and straighten my hair. "Goodmorning mum" i say. Goodmorning darling you look beautiful today" she says with a smile. "Thank you" i say as she gives me a plate of pancakes with strawberries. I pour myself a cup of water and mix in some vitamin supplements.

After we wash the dishes we drive to the shops, I end up buying 5 shirts, 2 casual dresses, 3 jeans and 4 pairs of shoes. We than had lunch and I had some chicken salad, we than walked to the supermarkets and I was walking in the aisles looking for some toast. When I bumped into someone...

Jake:

I was walking down the bread aisle and i saw Kate in front of me, she wasn't watching where she was going and she walked right into me. I quickly put my arms around her and didn't let go till she was steady she looked up and she was surprised to see me.

"Jake you don't hate me?" she said quietly. "No I don't I just didn't know how to react" I replied. "Well I have to go now see you at school tomorrow?" She says going slightly redder. "Ok bye see you" I say as she turns and walks away without looking back. She looks really hurt all because i decided to walk away.

I go home but i can't stop thinking about her. I have dinner than go to sleep dreaming about Kate all night. I woke up and one of my friends Tom was calling me. "You should ask Kate to go to the prom with you" he said. "Uh ok" i replied, we ended the call after that. How am i going to ask her to come with me?

Hey guys thank you for the reads, votes and comments but i have alot of silent readers can i please have some feedback? Song for this chapter 'Dark side' by Kelly Clarkson. Sorry for the shorter chapter but thats all i thought belonged here.  Chapter dedicated to Emelda_barkho Tilda xx