Trapped in Hell (Jeanxoc)

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"...um alright.. Is that all you were going to tell me?" Jessica said nonchalantly.

My heart dropped to my stomach. Does she not even realize what I just said?! Of course, of course she does. She's just heartless. I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have said anything. "Yeah ...thats all I was going to tell you.." I sighed.

"Ok cool" Jessica said. "so do you want some coffee or something?"

"....no... I'm going to go right now.." I said.

"Ok bye" She said.

"Bye" I stood and left out through the window.

Jessica's Pov

"Idiot" I muttered once he left. I stood up and went down stairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I don't know what he wants from me. I won't take a chance with him. My heart has been messed with enough. A guy like him couldn't genuinely love me, especially me. We live in two different worlds....

~Sunday Morning~

"So....he said he loves you?" Armin asked then sipped his tea.

"Yeah" I nodded.

"Jean? Really, are you sure?" Armin asked.

"Yes really"

"And why would you call me of all people here?"

"Because Mikasa would tell Eren and then Eren would make fun of Jean. And pretty much I dont want Eren finding out. I trust you not to tell either of them" I said.

"I won't.... but.. Jessica.. do you love him back?" he asked.

I shook my head "No, I dont"

"Are you sure though? You always seem so happy and playful around him" Armin said.

"I'm the same way with Eren" I said then sipped my tea.

"Yeah but you act different with Jean"

"Different how?" I asked.

"Well you're meaner to him" Armin said.

"Yeah so? He's a rude pervert, of course I'm mean to him" I said.

"Ok let me rephrase what I said earlier; do you like him?" Armin asked.

I stayed quiet and thought for awhile "...yeah, I do" I nodded.

"Well see that's fine. Tell him that youre not ready for love, you should tell him you want to try things out-"

"I dont want to try things out" I said.

Armin frowned slightly "Why not?"

"Armin, if you were a girl would you want to date a heartbreaker like him?" I asked.

"Well.. no... no one wants to get their heart broken... but sometimes you just have to take the risk....Think of it like this; either you wonder what was and could have been, you get your heart broken, or you get married and stay with that person the rest of your life. There is three things that can happen, and ultimately it's your choice of what happens. All of them are hard decisions, all of them are a little scary but no matter what you have to chose" Armin said.

I smiled a little "Thanks Armin, that actually helped a lot" I said.

He smiled softly "I think you could change him into a better person. I mean he's already changed so much since he met you, you two would be good for eachother"

I rolled my eyes "Yeah yeah"