"Ano ba want ni Franzia ate?" Tanong ng cute kong kapatid. Di namin alam pero madalas na tumitigil sa pag iyak si Franzia kapag nakikita niya yung tito niya.
"Di ko rin alam baby boy. But just keep an eye on her okay? Kukuha muna ako ng Diaper."
Franco's still not here. Baka busy pa sa mga appointments niya that's why medjo hassle dahil bawal akong mapuyat pero okay lg di naman ako ganun ka pagod pag dating kay Franzia.
Pagka tapos kung sabihin kay Franco na may Sakit ako he's been so caring and gentle na sakin at kay Franzia. Hindi naman na sa sinasabi ko na hindi Gentleman si Franco ha. But i was trying to say na kapag sa mga unting trabaho sa bahay? As long as he can do it. He wont ask for an assistant. Sabi ko na nga sakanya okay lg kapag walang maid kaya ko naman.
And we argued about that topic for so many times that i cant even count it already. To tell u frankly, i am sick totally sick. My heart is slowly giving up but i am still not ready i still have my baby with me. She needs me and also Franco. That's why i am not giving up.
And for those people who's wondering when me and Franco do IT. There was one night I haven't told u guys that he asked me to have a drink then our story have been becoming so deep. We did not do it once we do it 5 or 6 times i guess? We're drunk guys. But i did not regret it. It was the man who i love ang naka kuha ng pinapahalagahan ko. I know some of u were against premarital sex but for those people who has nothing to do with it.
I know guts there's so many things that I haven't explained to you. Franzia is currently 1 week old yes guys i labored her a week ago. I am so weak but I couldn't tell Franco. I dont want him to feel worried. I dont want him to be stress again because of me. I keep on telling him i am okay that i will be okay, and my life isn't dangerous anymore because every month i am seeing a doctor already. It starts nung nalaman kona may anak na pala kami ni Franco.
Azoro and mom is here today dahil wala kaming kasama ni Franzia. And also Franco is so scared to left the two precious thing in his life to be at home alone. So he asked mama.
"Nak are u already okay? I mean sympre lagi kanang active sa check ups monsa doctors every month. Tapos bantay mopa lagi si Franzia. Hindi ba nangangalay tuhod mo? Oh hindi ba masakit puso mo." Ang toni ng boses ni mama ang may halung pag alala.
"Ma okay nako sabi ng doctor unti unti na daw akong magiging okay." It's a lie. Ma nag sisinungaling ako. I am not okay. But i need to convince you mom that i am okay.
Natatakot ako na baka kapag wala nako dito sa mundo I dont know what will be the future of my daughter. But i know na Franco will be with her at all times.
I dont know the future but ill make one.
