love me now, touch me now, just let me love you

section 11 - we must be together forever

Jimin spent everyday sulking in his bed, just playing around on his phone.

They were officially broken up.

'For the better,' the companies said.

Seulgi wasn't 'just a girl' to him. They had been dating for a long time at that point and losing her sent him into a deep depression after that. Seulgi was his girl and one of the people he cared about the most. They were so close now he watched over like he would with his baby, and always wanted to make sure she was okay, and happy and healthy, too.

He was in his own downward spiral and he couldn't claw his way out of it.

A month later, he laid in his bed yet again, until he absolutely had to get up, and he didn't have to do anything specific that day, so he laid in bed the whole 24 hours, basically. He knew Seulgi would want him to eat, but he couldn't force himself to put food in his mouth and swallow it lately. He laid in bed all day anyway and didn't need any energy for that, after all.

Hobi was basically the one who would bring him snacks and water and put them on his bedside table, because he felt bad. But everyone else basically said "tough love" and told him to get out of bed if he wanted anything so that way they could coax him out from under the sheets. Obviously, they were worried about him and would always talk to him and were concerned, but they all were trying to work together to force him to get out of bed because that was what would help him and get him out of this situation, bringing him back to good health.

He felt a hand shake him by his shoulder, the disembodied vice saying his name.

"Hm," he responded, unmotivated to do anything.

"Jimin, get up. There's something we want you to see," Namjoon told him.

"What is it? Just tell me here."

"No. Come on, get up. It's worth it."

He moaned, rolling out of bed slowly and standing up, stretching. He grabbed the chocolate that laid on his nightstand and took it with him, taking small bites as they walked to the main room.

"Surprise!" all of the members yelled, including RM.

"Look, Chim, the girls sent us gifts," Jungkook said, pointing over to the big box that sat beside him. "This one's for you."

Jimin's face lit up and he smiled.

"Well, will you look at that! That's a smile we haven't seen in forever!" Yoongi exclaimed. All of them were so happy to see that smile again, they all lit up too.

Jimin beamed as he walked over to his box which were his favorite colors, yellow and orange, and tied neatly with big, extravagant ribbons and bow decorating the lid. He pulled off the ribbons and lifted the lid, revealing the inside which was filled with things from Seulgi just for him.

He pulled out some of his favorite foods and candies, a pair of earrings of hers that he always loved when she wore them, a new set of earrings for him, a keychain with the engraved letters of their initials on it, her one big sweatshirt she always wore that smelled like her, framed pictures of them, and at they very bottom, he found a letter from her.

He picked it up out of the bottom of the box, his name on the front in a pretty font that she had hand-drawn. He turned it over, the opening sealed with a heart sticker and a red kiss she'd pressed of her own right by the heart. He smiled, kissing the lipstick mark quickly. "I love you, nae jagiya," he whispered, then opened the envelope, pulling out a long letter written by her.

"Dear Jimin,

I'm so sorry that it has to be this way for a little while. I hate it so much, but I know we'll be able to make a way and see each other again soon. We are meant to be, Park Jimin. I know it for sure. Maybe it's just not the correct time right now. But. I still love you as much as I always have and always will. I hope you like everything I sent, and no, you don't have to repay me with anything but your love back to me and a kiss when you get back. I love you so much and miss you more than anything, Chimmy. I miss your smile and your crescent eyes when you smile and everything about you, from your hugs to your kisses to your touch. See you soon xxx,

Seulgi"

He checked to see if there was anything else in the envelope, and sure enough, when he turned it over a couple smaller things fell out. When he picked them up, she had left her address where they were now along with the letter and a couple pictures of where they had traveled and the shows they'd done while she and he had been apart.

He teared up, but beamed when he saw everything.

All of it was so special, and all the time Seulgi would prove to Jimin that he was the luckiest man in the world to have a woman like her.