love me now, touch me now, just let me love you

section 12 - war of hormone

*author disclaimer — focuses on kissing scene between jimin & seulgi and i know most people probably won't mind but just to warn you all jimin gets a bit risky in this 😂

"I missed you so. Much," she told him in between kisses. Jimin had never really been this way before — he just wouldn't stop kissing her. He wouldn't let her go. And he was almost being..... rough.

She didn't have a problem with it really, but it was just different. Different than normal.

Things would go back to normal, she guessed, after they had been around each other for a while again. They hadn't seen each other in so long, she assumed he was making up for lost time in the physical way.

He ran his hands through her hair and down her sides from her shoulders to her thighs, and Seulgi's eyes widened. He'd never done that..... his hands had never even grazed her legs like that before.

His testosterone was running so high and she could totally tell. It was so obvious.

He continued to kiss her, moving her lips with his and pulling her even closer to him by her waist. "Jimin," she whispered in the one second he let go. He kissed her again. "Yeah?" he mumbled back, his lips colliding with hers directly after.

"Nothing," she responded, grabbing his collar and deepening the kiss. He tightened his hands around the sides of her waist and kissed her harder. Then, he ran his palms down her spine, making her skin feel tingly, and he pressed his one hand to the small of her back and the other hand holding her cheek as he continued. His thumb skimmed her cheek softly as he bit her bottom lip and pulled a little, then let go with a sultry grin. He kissed her cheek down to her jaw, and then she stopped him, trying to catch her breath.

"Jimin," she breathed. "Slow down, I can't even breathe." She looked at him, running a hand through her hair. "You're never like this, what's going on with you? This is so different than normal."

"What do you mean?" he asked, leaning in again. She put a hand on his chest, taking a deep breath.

"I can't even explain it."

"Because you can't handle it," he said in a provocative tone, dragging his hand down from the bottom of her back. She reached around and grabbed his hand, pulling it back around and holding it in her hands.

"There is so much testosterone in this room right now and you're the only guy in here. Restrain yourself. Omo," she said, half-laughing.

He smiled. "I'm sorry. It's just been so long," he said. "I just want to keep kissing you."

"You never did this before, though, is what I'm saying."

"I've never gone this long without seeing you," he claimed.

She sighed. "Oh, Jimin."

"Don't say another word. Let's pick up where we left off."

"Whoa, Jimin. Let's not," she warned. She couldn't believe his drive right now. He was always so sweet and gentle and now all he wanted was the world's longest makeout session with her. "How about we wait until you're less..... like this, okay?"

"Wae?" he asked, watching her as she turned around to check the time on the clock.

"Well, we have like two more minutes," she reconsidered, looking back at him and meeting eyes with him again. "Just relax. Calm down."

"I can't when I'm with you."

"..... what are you implying by that?"

"Just kiss me," Jimin begged in a mocking, whiny voice, and she laughed as he stood up and got close to her, lifting her chin and giving her several more, hungry kisses. "I swear I'm almost done," he whispered, grinning again. He took her hands and laid her palms on his chest, kissing her and letting go and kissing her again several times, leading her on. He bit her lip gently, and she held back a gasp. She couldn't believe he did it again. She loved the way he normally did things but this was different..... in a good way.

She sighed in between him letting go and their lips locking again, running her hands down the front of his torso and over his abs. He kissed her harder and she played with his hair, running her fingers through the softness. He grabbed the back of her neck and breathed hard as his nose went up against hers and she bit his bottom lip. Before she knew it she was against the wall and staring into his eyes when they let go, Jimin sighing and gasping for air. "Okay," he breathed, "I'm done. I swear."

Seulgi laughed, blushing as she tucked a section of her hair behind her ear. "I can't breathe," she said.

"Me neither. I've never done that before," he breathed out heavily, his chest expanding and contracting over and over. "Omo. That was new. That was..... different."

Seulgi blushed harder, biting her lip and breathing out.

He was literally the best kisser in the world, was all she could think about.

*

Seulgi stood in the shower later, finishing up, when she heard knocking at the bathroom door.

"No, Jimin, do not come in here," she called.

He cracked the door open. "Seulgi-ah, I have something to say, though."

"It can't wait until I get out and dressed?"

"No. I swear I won't look at you, but only your face. Just cover up and I'll come in."

"Okay....." Seulgi poked her head out of the shower curtain, telling him, "You can come in now."

He walked in slowly, squinting his eyes to make sure she was all covered up. When he approved, he strode over to her, saying, "I just wanted to apologize. About earlier, and being so..... 'like that'. You're right, I don't know why, but it was my..... hormones," he said shyly, his ears turning pink.

"Jimin, you're a guy. It's okay. I understand, and I forgive you. It's not like I didn't want to kiss you anyway."

He smiled a little. "Yeah." Then his expression turned wide-eyed, and he looked her straight in the eyes. "But I swear I wasn't going to do anything else. I swear to you, I wasn't. I wasn't even thinking about it."

Seulgi laughed. "Jimin, it's alright. I really appreciate that. And I know. I trust you, jagiya."

Jimin smiled, taking her chin in his hand and leaning down to peck her lips, closing his eyes. "I love you."

"I love you, Jimin. Now get out of here, I'm done my shower," she joked, laughing.

A look of surprise crossed his face and he ran out of the bathroom, reaching around the lock the door behind him and closing it.

He was the most respectful man.