How I lost you (Xiuhan)

Our dreams crushed!

Xiumin's POV

Yesterday Luhan and I found out that i had a brain tumour and we were so gutted because we thought we would be best friends together forever but it turned out that we weren't going to be what we dreamed we would be. We were waiting inside Luhan's house because my mum was in work and we (Luhan and me) were going to the doctors after my mum picked me up to see if there was anything that the doctors could do to help me stay alive.

Luhan's POV

We got to the doctors and waited for about 20 minutes before they saw us, but when they did they dropped the biggest bombshell on us that there was nothing that they could do for Xiumin because it was too far progressed and they would never be able to get rid of it, me and Xiumin were crying our eyes out hugging each other trying not to let each other go because we really didnt want to leave each others side. We got back into the car waiting for Xiumin's mum, she finally came out of the hospital crying but when she got into the car she stopped crying (we think that she didnt want us to see her crying and for her to come across as strong when it came to Xiumin because she knew that he could pull through it).. 

As soon as we got home to my house i found my half of a friendship necklace that Xiumin gave me and i wore it, then when Xiumin went home he went onto Skype and talked to me while he got his half of the friendship necklace and we both wore it indefinitely Xiumin even told me on Skype that he would were it when he is died at his funeral and that brought a tear to my eyes knowing that one day soon Xiumin would be going.

Xiumin's POV

Luhan and I stayed up until about 12/1 o clock in the morning because we wanted to make the most of my last few days. Luhan had school the next day but he was saying that he wouldnt go in because i wasnt there with him then because he needed to go into school and learn i told him that i would go into school even though the doctors have told me to rest, he was so happy and so was i because he was happy, 

In school

Luhan's POV

Xiumin and I were sat in the back of the class messing about as usuall but luckily we had a substitute teacher and she just let us do whatever we wanted to, So me and Xiumin were trying to keep everything the same as before so people didn't get suspicious because Xiumin didn't want anyone else knowing apart from my mum and dad, me and his mum and him thats's it and for that i respected him because he doesn't want people knowing his personal life. While we were at break Xiumin went to get food i went with him but we never spoke because when we are in that cue we don't speak i was thinking in my head 'what am i going to do when Xiumin is gone because i look up to him and respect all the choices he makes i REALLY don't know what i would do without him he's my BAOZI'.

Next lesson

Xiumin's POV

Again me and Luhan were so happy because we had a substitute teacher, we still messed about and were trying to make the best of the time we had left. we carried on messing about and listening to music while the substitute never noticed us but when she did she didnt care.

The end of the day (Luhan's POV)

 I went over to Xiumin's after school and we messed about still but i was getting more and more worried about Xiumin because every 5 minutes he would be out of breath and need a drink and he would need to rest, by the time it was time for me to go home i cried because i knew that one of these days could be my last with Xiumin and that day might have been today. As soon as i got in and finally stopped crying i called Xiumin on Skype and talked to him all night he seemed fine but a few times he did pass out but that would only be for about  minutes each an i knew that, that was a sign to Xiumin's death and it made me so sad i cried again he asked me what was up and i wiped away my tears and said "nothing don't worry about me". I fell asleep on Skype but Xiumin was still awake and his mum rushed in to see if he was ok but he wasnt he was passed out again but this time it was longer than 2 minutes his mum quickly typed to me (so i knew what was happening she also put a LOUD alarm on to get me up so i saw the message)

"Luhan, i know its late but Xiumin has passed out AGAIN!! and i need to get him to the hosptial to see if there is anything they can do to keep him here longer so please come down to the hospital i have text your mum) and come and see him i hate to make this upsetting for you but this might be his last night"x 

I eventually heard the alarm that Xiumin's mum had set to get me up read the note she left me on Skype and just as i finished reading my mum burst in and shouted "GET IN THE CAR NOW!!" i did as she told me and we quickly made our way to the hospital.......but was i too late.......

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