mi amor | jungkook AU

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i watched the boys bicker over which ride to go on first. "I wanna go on that one." i pointed at the tallest roller coaster on the map.

"i like her."

"JUNGKOOK!"

i smiled at jungkook, and made a face at yoongi. "i hope your friends like me more than you. "we do." taehyung commented, laughing. yoongi shook his head, "i regret taking you."

"should we all go on a ride together or split up in groups and shit?" hoseok asked. namjoon nodded his head in agreement. everyone looked at me and yoongi.

"yoongi?" i asked.

"hmmm... let's go in groups." what the fuck. 

YOONGI, I TRUSTED YOU. 

jin cheered, "we can get to know you more without yoongi!" i smiled at him.

"what if we all want to go with amor?" hoseok said. everyone, once again, looked at me and yoongi. i looked over at yoongi. "why do you keep staring at me like i can make the decision? you're smarter than me!"

i thought for a moment... i don't to risk the chance of not being in a group with yoongi if we split the team in half. that's a four:four ratio, and any other group placement would be odd... unless we do two people in a group.

"why don't we do two people in a group? it's easier and i can get to know you guys slowly and at my pace." i was hoping they would all say yes. 

they all looked at one another before agreeing, and a huge wave of relief came over me. "do rock, paper, scissors to figure out who goes with who." i told them.

"amor doesn't play tho." jin added for me. i nodded with approval. i didn't feel like playing.

in the end the groups came down to this:

yoongi and hoseok.

namjoon and jimin.

jin and taehyung.

jungkook and i.

jungkook cheered, "finally! someone who appreciates roller coasters with high heights!" yoongi frowned, and i could tell he was still concerned about earlier. i pulled him off to the side. "yoongi, i'll be fine. if anything happens i'll call you. promise." he rolled his eyes. "i don't care about that. i'm scared to go on the rides, plus, you won't be near me to scream to." i shook my head. "you're such a mean friend, yoo."

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jungkook and i were discussing which ride to go on first, even though we originally wanted to start off on the biggest ride there. we decided we wanted to save it for last. "ooo, can we go on tagadisko?! it looks fun." i look up at jungkook and waited for his answer. he chuckled nervously, "yeah, sure. of course." i jumped up in excitement and danced a little. 

i am a small person who can not contain much strong emotion. 

i heard jungkook laughed as he took a few steps in front of me. "let's go."

there was a few moments of silence before i made the first move. "what's your last name?"

i mentally slapped myself. what kind of fucking question...

"jeon. and yours?"

i laughed a little, remembering when yoongi introduced me, "it's choi."

i glanced over to him and caught a glimpse of his smile. oddly enough, it made me smile knowing that getting to know each other made him smile.

"what's your favorite color?" i asked him. i liked knowing the colors of people... it gave me an idea to them. "red, black, white. and you?" "i like the color yellow."

our conversation went on like that for a while until we were at the entrance to the ride. our time together consisted of talking whenever we weren't on rides, and screaming how much fun we were having when we were on them.

some time during our walk, my stomach wasn't feeling good so we stopped and sat down on one of the benches. jungkook, being a sweetheart that he seems like so far, bought me some food and a drink of water. we talked a longer, and time felt... this is cliche... but it felt still.

"i think i'm ready to go on our last ride now, kookie." i told him. he had told me that it was one of the nicknames the boys gave him. i love it. "you sure?" he gave me a look of concern, much of reminded me of yoongi's. "absolutely.

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the line to ride phaethon was extremely long and time consuming. checking the time it was around 3:30, but we were almost to the entrance. i could feel my heartbeat racing and the adrenaline running through my bones.

jungkook and i took our seats together, closest to the front as we can. a familiar feeling of nausea came over me. i looked over to jungkook, who looked ready to take off. i could feel myself start to panic a little. i started taking deep breaths and telling myself i was okay.

i have a strong stomach anyways.

"hold on tight. you're about to start the ride." the person said over the autocom.

everyone started cheering for us, and jungkook was chuckling as the ride took off.

for a moment everything felt blissful as the wind passed by us at jet speed. colors blurred together, and clashed, and blended. everyone sounded like they were having the time of their lives, even if they were scared out of their mind. 

the sound of wind whoosing through your ears have never sounded so good, and even though the nausea had left my system at that moment it had came back the minute the moment was over.

i quickly took off as soon as they lifted the bars from us and undid my seatbelt. i ran to the side of a gate filled with plants and puked. it hurt so much. i was puking so much my stomach felt like it was punched.

i heard whispers, but i didn't care. it felt good and bad all at the same time. someone came behind me and pulled the rest of my hair up. "it's okay, amor. it's okay." it was jungkook. he held my hair and rubbed my back as i felt myself not needing to puke anymore. i slowly sat myself down on the pavement. jungkook follows and pulls a napkin from out of his pocket.

"i asked one of the vendors for a napkin. we should go look for yoongi, and get you something to eat." he tells me. i nod, too weak to talk.

jungkook gets his phone out of his pocket and messages what i assume is yoongi. he comes closer to me and guides my head to lean on his shoulder. i watch people walk by as jungkook holds my head. my eyelids were feeling heavy. "you can rest, amor. i'll wake you up."