mi amor | jungkook AU

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deep breaths.

i'm taking deep breaths. i don't know what i'm doing. i don't know what i'm going to say. i can't feel my feet. my feet are cold. my hands are clammy. what are we doing? oh my god.

"amor, stop freaking out." jimin tells me, a smile on his face as he and yoongi pull my arms faster to the assumed area jungkook is at. i feel like i'm going to puke with every foot step.

i got a stomach of steel. keep it together, amor.

yoongi laughs at my look of terror as we run down the streets. left turn. left turn. right. left. where the fuck are they taking me? and why are we taking so many lefts?

they stop running, and i breath. "okay," yoongi claps his hands together, "just behind this corner is the love of your life." i look at yoongi and then at the entrance to the corner. i start to slowly back up. "nope. i am here." taehyung stops my tip toeing.

fuck.

"i'm not going anywhere?" i say. although, we are all aware what i am trying to do. i'm trying to make a run for it. "shut up and get your shit together." jimin says. "why are you so aggressive?" yoongi says, giving jimin a look. he shrugs as a response. a sigh comes from taehyung.

"so... what's the plan?" he asks. yoongi and jimin look at each other. "there is no plan?" jimin says. taehyung facepalms as the other two boys smile. i make an interjection, "can i go home?"

and a unison answer of "no" came with the three of them. "go meet jungkook." taehyung commands me. "why? i'll see him at home." i say. i take a quick glance around the corner. jungkook looks cute. he's with jin and they seem to be in some deep conversation.

"amor, if your dumbass don't—" jimin goes off but is immediately cut off by yoongi. "shut the fuck up jin is leaving."

i'm quickly pushed into the open. jungkook isn't looking my way, so i try to casually make my way back behind the corner.

the boys push me back and taehyung does a short scream and i begin to panic. i know why he did that.

i don't even bother moving. i know i've already been caught. i look in jungkook's direction to confirm my theory. he's giving me a weird look, and now i have no other choice but to walk towards him.

"did you scream?" he asks me once i'm in hearing distance. "no, but i want to do that right now." i tell him. "can i take a seat?" i ask him.

he shrugs his shoulders, "if you want to, be my guest." jin appears out of nowhere. "oh hey! it's amor!" he says. "it's jin!" i mimic. "i'm only here for a short while" he tells us.

jungkook and i nod our heads in understandingly.

"anyways," jin says, "heard you and yoongi broke up. how'd that go? oh shoot, i gotta go. bye, you guys. see you at home. be safe."

i watch, mouth ajar, as jin gets up and leaves — practically skipping — out of view.

that sh— "you and yoongi broke up?" jungkook asks me. i don't know if i should look over at him. i am mentally running away.

i look at him, "uh... yeah."

we sit in silence just looking at each other. it stays like that for a good minute.

i pretend to check an imaginary watch, "i gotta go, it's time to make dinner." i begin to stand up when jungkook grabs my hand, "i— we—... can you can stay here a bit longer?" he asks me.

my heart is beating fast and i can feel myself about to cry. "do you want me to?" i ask him, voice shaky. he nods his head. i sit back down, and shuffle a little by the discomfort of the extreme emotions i'm feeling.

"uh... what happened to you and yoongi?" he asks me. i smile and laugh a little as a tear rolls down my face. "that's a funny story... i'm, uh... i'm sort of in love with you." i tell him. he looks ready to cry.

"and yoongi?"

"he's just my childhood friend."

we sit in silence again, but it feels more comfortable. although, i know jungkook is still staring at me.

"amor?"

i look at him, "yes?"

"i'm in love with you."

tears uncontrollably begin streaming down my face and i start laughing.

jungkook starts laughing too as he wipes away a few tears.

"so..." he clears his throat, "do you want to... i don't know... go out on a date tonight?"

i smile at him, "i'd love to."

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HEYO AUTHOR HERE!!

i felt it would be cruel to say "there's only a few chapters left guys!" when really there's only 2 left :)

i hope you guys have been enjoying Mi Amor ((honestly i'm so grateful all of you have read this story that's amazing!))

again, i'm really appreciative to the ones who have voted and commented on this story. i'm also appreciative to the people who have read the story this far!!!!

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another thing! i have another jungkook story out!! it's called The Leaves That Breeze By. if you haven't checked it out yet — please do. i'd be very appreciative if you guys gave it a read, a vote, a comment, and a share too!

ONE LAST THING!!! i also plan on making a taehyung fanfic and/or a yoongi fanfic after TLTBB. i'll leave it up to you guys to choose what my 3rd fanfic should star ;)

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