mi amor | jungkook AU

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everyone is drunk thanks to hoseok. i don't remember why or how he convinced them, but they are drunk... except me and hoseok.

i help hoseok drag namjoon to his own room. the other five continued laughing and taking shots. i don't even remember stopping by the market to buy more soju after we ate dinner. "hoseok, why did you let them drink? as one of the eldest i expected more from you." i continue to scold another boy of the house.

he shrugged, "it wasn't too hard to convince them. everyone has been... on edge, lately." i eyed him, "what scheme are you hatching?" he smiled and twirled around me. "no schemes, just fun." he boops my nose and walks back to the living room.

i am only thankful we are not drinking out at some bar. no way in hell could i have helped chaperone six grown, and drunk, men.

"babe?" i hear yoongi call for me. i laugh at him laying on the floor. his shot glass resting on his chest. "i'm here." i say, appearing in front of him. he smiles, "i don't feel good." my smile drops instantly as i tell hoseok to sit him up, making a b-line for a trash bin.

"can't handle your liquor, hyung?" jungkook snickers. his cheeks are red and he can't stop smiling. "don't mock me, kookie." yoongi speaks with his head in the bin. kookie snickers.

hoseok eyes them both carefully, and decides to guide jungkook further away from yoongi and i. "but i wanna be closer to amor." jungkook whines. hoseok shushes him, making him pout.

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't a bit flattered and taken aback by his comment.

he looked cute with his pouty face. he's a cocky asshole, but he sure is adorable... yoongi's yaking directs my attention back to him. "you doing okay, babe?" i ask him. "water?" he mumbles. i leave his side for a moment to get him a bottle of water.

i don't know how hoseok and i didn't notice it, but taehyung was already in the kitchen -- looking for food. "tae?" i ask him. he looks up at me and let's me look at the contents of the fridge. i grab two bottles of water: one for him, and the other for yoongi. "drink." i tell tae, while also getting him chips to snack on.

i give the other bottle of water to yoongi, who drinks it slowly. "jungkook likes you." he slurs after drinking. i scrunch my nose, "what makes you say that?" he looks over at jungkook. i follow his gaze to see he's already looking at us, and because he's drunk he has a delayed reaction time to look away. jin and hoseok are cheering to each other in the background.

"he's just looking, yoongi." i tell him. he nods. "i know," he looks at me, "but he still loves you... i know he does." he looks back over to jungkook's direction. i don't bother following his contact. "maybe... we don't date." he whispers. "i'm taking you to bed, yoongi." i say getting up , and helping him get up too.

we walk to his room, and i place him on his bed. although, he seemed pretty okay to walk on his own. "do you need help changing?" i ask him. he shakes his head. "get some rest, babe." i tell him. he looks a little lost. "amor, what if we're doing something wrong?" he asks me.

"i don't understand what you mean?" i say, stopping in front of the door. "weren't you happier with jungkook?" he asks me. "i don't know." i shake my head. i begin to take a seat on his bed. "are you happy with us?" he asks me.

i stay silent for a moment and so does he.

he doesn't look at me, but the entire time i'm looking at him.

"yoongi, you need rest." i say. i didn't know how to answer the question.

"you make me happy." i tell him.

"but, us. does us make you happy?" he questions, finally looking up at me.

his facial expression is blank and although his eyes don't look sad, they are serious.

"i don't know, yoongi." i say. he takes a deep breath, and i hold mine in.

when he exhales, i tell him to go to bed. "okay." he says.

i don't know if i should've given him a kiss goodnight.

but it didn't feel right to do it tonight.

"we can talk more when you're more sober, right?" i ask him.

"yeah... yeah, we can." he says.