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Dear Diary,
It's been a week since I wrote anything in this diary.

It's been a week since I'm feeling like shit.

It's been a week since I've been feeling numb.

It's been a week since Yoongi started dating that girl...

He broke that news during lunch, right in front of my face while smiling .

Tears were threatening to leave my eyes.

Don't cry. Don't cry. I kept telling myself that but...too late.

I quickly ran to the toilet not wanting to show Yoongi my tears.

He called me several times to check on me. You asked me why did I ran away during lunch.

I knew I couldn't tell the truth.
So all I could tell you was 'family problems'. I mean... That's not a lie.....

Since that day, I've been crying all night, to sleep.

It was my fault anyway. I didn't tell him how I feel.

I hate this damn feeling that I'm having. I feel so weak, so... Broken.

Help me! But... No one could. I just know it. I'm alone.

At least I have the members... Right?

See you later Diary.

_______

Idk...

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