dear diary,
i cut myself today. i've never done it before. Now, i wear long sleeves to school, not wanting to show anybody those red marks that was left on my wrists
Its unlike me to wear long sleeves because i never like them. But.... nobody noticed it. not even my best friend, Yoongi. he was.....to busy to even notice i guess....
At first, it hurts a lot. then, i could'nt feel that pain anymore. all I could feel was numbness. Emptiness. Coldness.
In school, i wasn't as bubbly as always. Some asked why but all i did was smile and said 'its nothing'....
its amazing, how people fall for a beautiful,fake smile...... Its like a magic mask that can make you not look like you. Does that makes sense?
Sometimes, you just pretend to be happy for another and that other does nothing for you. how is this fair? but of course, i didn't care. i'd do anything for anyone even if it means me not getting the happiness i want.
i wonder.....i wonder if there is someone out there is willing enough to give up their happiness for me.....
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......i have nothing to say but sorry.....
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