The Only Reason☁︎ a.i

The Only Reason

There were three little slits in my wrist.

One

Two

Three

I ended up not going to Calum's house. I figured he didn't want to see me. I went to Armoni's instead. She was over her breakup with Reece. He's such a dumbass sometimes. Moving to Colorado and all to leave a girl behind. But all I could think about was hiding the cuts. I had cut them. I was a useless piece of shit and belonged to nobody. I was stuck in my house forever. What was I suppose to do?

My phone vibrated as a text from Luke showed up.

Meet me at my place. The guys and Iris are here if you wanna come.

I'm glad he texted me. Five more minutes alone and it might have gotten worse.

Ok.

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I knocked on the door. Ashton answered it.

"Hey." He said

"Hey."

He came out on the porch with me and closed the door behind him.

"You okay? You don't look so good."

I put on a couple bracelets so nobody would see the cuts I made.

"Me and Alex are over with. He stood me up."

Ashton looked at me with despair. He could sense I wasn't in the mood.

"Well whatever comes your way, I'm here for you."

I loved Ash. And I could tell he was trying to win me back again. I don't know. I felt like we belong together. Thoughts of the candle came in mind. Ashton was the flame and I was the wind. Well now that changes.

"Thanks."

I looked at him. He looked at me. I leaned in. He leaned in. I kissed him. He kissed me back. I had to admit, it felt good to know that he wasn't giving up on me. His lips also felt good on mine. He was that part of me that nobody could take away from me. Ash will always be with me. Always.