wait. I have a twin?

Why?!

Dean had to hold his baby twins in his arms and mourning over his baby brother that he spent his whole life raising by himself. Grieving for his baby sister....he lost her when he was 4 years old... now he lost her again. How could he live with himself? without his brother to look out for? or watching over his sister along side his brother?... he was alone....and he couldn't stand it "WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!" He screamed out before he ran to the crossroads and did something he was going to regret.

Gasps from Sam and Kayla escaped from each others mouths as they pushed themselves up straight before pants came out in unison "sammy bear?" Kayla whispered making him turn head and find his twin "Bunny?" "wh...what happened? Do you remember anything?" "Um no we." "sammy?" Deans voice broke the conversation before he rushed to his brother and hugged him close squeezing him in his embrace before his eyes reopened and turned to find his sister sharing a soft smile "kitty" Dean whispered before hugging her and kissing her head just holding her close to him for a few moments. "Puppy...how long have Sam and I have been gone?" Deans eyes shown pain but he shrugged it off and cupped her cheek "don't fret on that. Now come on. let's just relax...take a drink...  and just take it easy. come on" he said getting up from the bed that Kayla was in which was opposite to the right from Sam. Sam and Kayla just frowned confused at each other before they slid off the bed and walked after Dean. 

*TIMESKIP TO WHERE THEY FIND HELLS GATE*

*BANG!*

As Sam and Kayla were pinned by yellow eyes but now released as they saw Dean shoot him with the colt, most of Kayla's anger and pain were relieved seeing the fucker who killed her husband and son dead. Hells gate was finally closed by Ellens and Bobby's help. When all of a sudden, John Winchesters ghost appeared in front of them "Daddy?" Kayla breathed out tearfully. Him and Kayla shared a moment of just looking at each other giving her a teary smile as he looked at Dean and squeezed his shoulder as an "I'm proud of you Son" moment... Sam pushed Kayla along the way with him as he was tearing himself just the same as so was Dean while walking up to their father. No words were spoken...just tears of pride and happiness from John as it was sadness from the kids...he wasn't going to stay with them... and it broke them... John backed away from them as shining white light glow around John and disappeared him into thin air making Kayla sob out her tears not wanting him to leave as Sam gripped her tight close to his chest. 

*FLASHBACK*

As Sam went to get coffee, John was left with Dean and Kayla that were on their hospital bed as they were in a coma actually brought back by a Deal John made with Yellow eyes. John Whispered something into Deans ear which made his eyes widen and trickled with tears before he looked up to his father. "Dean! Dean! what did he say?" Kayla panicked as she seen his reaction "Dean! what's wrong?" she kept on persisting but Dean was too frozen and shocked to even speak "princess" John soothed before he walked up to her and laid his large calloused hand on her cheek "remember this... I love you...I know I wasn't a good father to you and I don't expect you to forgive me" "Are you kidding? of course I forgive you. I completely understand dad. Now come on. Me and Dean are fine...don't speak like it's the end" Johns face shown a face full of pain and yet... full of relief... "Kayla remember this" he whispered before he grabbed her hand now and gave it a light squeeze "I would've never sent you in that dreadful place if the psychic me and your mother had bumped into had told us the whole truth.... I just wanted you to know that it's not that we didn't love you or want you...we wanted a girl more than anything....and we truly was gonna have the most beautiful girl we could've had" all these words were covered in tears as he spoke but also covered by a layer of a smile but sustained by a sad painful one at that. "daddy" Kayla whispered as her voice broke into fits of tears just the same "sshhh" John gently whispered before he bent close and squeezed his eyes shut pressing a long meaningful kiss on her forehead before he whispered "I love you baby girl...and I'm sorry for not being there for you" Kayla's face was filled with pure fear and shock "dad. what's going on?" she whispered as a sob. But John didn't say anything except kiss her forehead once again and left the room leaving Kayla and Dean look at each other with terror and horror mirroring each other.