it's been a week and they didn't move Kayla's body anywhere. They kept it where they laid her. on her bed. Just pretending she's still sleeping.
Sam was sitting on an armchair in the library drowning himself with a bottle of scotch while Cas was in Kayla's room laying down next to her and just play with her hair while muttering soft soothing words. while Dean..he was just fighting his emotions away. He killed angels..monsters...it's like he moved on because he took hunts by himself but..what was really happening..is that he was letting out his rage of anger out on hunts...he slashed, swung hardly, punched, burned, crashed... broken.. every single monster the town had never seen.
After every hunt, he goes to his baby sisters room, Cas leaves the room for a moment letting him have his moment with her. Dean gives him a sad nod before he sits on a chair and grabs her hands in a tight squeeze and just talks to her waiting for her to get up before he breaks into fits of tears. "I'm so sorry kitty." he whispers while pressing his forehead against hers as he softly sobs causing his hot tears to drop on her cold face. He presses his lips against her forehead closing his eyes to control his tears before going to his room and downing a whole bottle of vodka and crying to himself.
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Another week passed. No sign...
Dean sighed sadly holding back a sob before walking to Sams room. His room looked as bad and as trashed as his.
"Sammy" Dean hoarsely mumbled. Sam responded with a sad huff.
"what?" He replied back.
"Sam." Dean answered "it's time" his voice croaked before he cleared his throat and hold back any form of crying what so ever. Sam rocketed up from his laying position before running over to Dean. "No!" Sam cried "Bunny is not leaving! I am not going to bury her!! I'm not going to give her a funeral! I..." he was lost for words now..he didn't know what to say anymore but just breaking down onto his bed. Deans eyes shown sympathy and yet also remorse before he got his big brother side and went over to hug his little brother.
Sam sobbed hard. "she can't be dead Dean! She can't!" he bawled into his brothers shoulder. Dean tightened his grip around his brother now actually spilling tears himself and nested his face in his brothers neck. "Sammy. it's gonna be ok!" Dean tried to comfort. Sam was taking this loss the hardest...I mean she was his other half... they bore each others burdens... they were two peas in a pod...the yin and yang. He didn't want to see his twin being burned. He didn't want to bury his twin...he didn't want to do anything to her...he just wanted her alive. Now over the past 2 weeks... Cas and Gabe tried to bring her back..they tried their hardest... but to no avail..all it brought were tears of disappointment and sadness.
Everyone tried their best to be strong for each other... but..none of them actually succeeded... when Dean and Sam took their deep breaths before they went into Kayla's room to burn her as a hunters funeral, they opened the door only to find her bed empty. Their eyes narrowed in a confused brow "Kayla?" Sam asked around but they both took out their gun out just in case.
"kitty?" Dean called out before they saw the one person that thought was forever gone for good. Kayla brushing her teeth. Kayla spat her toothpaste and water before she rinsed and wiped her mouth. "Hey puppy!!" she grinned widely before she went over to hug him. Dean didn't hug back. Kayla frowned and stepped back.
"Alright!" she sighed before she took some holy water and splashed on her before she grabbed a bottle of borax and spilled it on her too before she grabbed a silver knife and cut her arm with it. She winced at the contact but she sliced into her arm to prove a point. She looked up at her dumb founded brothers who were at a loss for words.
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FanficIn season 1 episode 15 of Supernatural "Benders" The Winchester brothers meets a rather specific woman in a bar. Dean resembling and remembering everything that went on when he was four. Is Family really that important to them for keeping her with t...