All Control Has Been Lost

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Half an hour had passed, and nothing much had happened.

I was seated on Ryan's lap, as Chris, Danny, and Craig bitched at me.

Everyone else was still either cleaning up in the kitchen, trying to get copies of the paperwork, or fixing the destruction that I had caused in the other band's rooms.

"Bella, are you even listening to me?" Chris yelled, obviously infuriated.

"No Cerulli, I'm not." I bitched back.

"That's not getting you anywhere Bella." Chris told me.

"In case you haven't gotten this yet, I'm now not giving any fucks. I don't care anymore." I replied.

"Is this some type of retaliation for losing the baby? We're a little lost at what the hell just made you snap. What's up?" Danny questioned me.

"There's no retaliation for the baby. What happened happened, and now I'm done with it. Baby, or no baby I wasn't always going to let you assholes own me." I yelled.

"Don't raise your fucking voice." Craig growled, warning me.

"Just punish me Craig. I can see it in all of your eyes, that's what you want to do. Go right ahead. Make me feel something." I challenged them.

"Is that what you want?" Chris asked.

"I don't care anymore." I said calmly.

"Ryan go and take her upstairs, tell everyone else to come down." Craig instructed.

"Will do, come on." Ryan told me, lifting me up, and bringing me all the way upstairs to ETF's bedroom which was empty.

"You're really going to leave me alone in a room?" I questioned him.

"Yeah, you'd be really stupid to do anything wrong though." Ryan warned me.

Without saying another word Ryan locked the door and left me by myself.

His mistake. Within an hour the room was a complete and total mess.

This was getting fun.

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1 week later - Robert's POV

I pulled the needle out of her neck, and watched as she finally stopped fighting me and went to sleep.

This had become a shitty nightly ritual.

I made my way back downstairs into the conference room where Kuza, and all of ETF, AA, and MIW were sitting around.

Bella had completely fucking lost it, and no matter what we did, she would not calm down.

I sat down at the table and was ready for this little meeting/conference to begin.

"Is she sleeping?" Tyler asked.

"More like drugged up." I replied.

"So, anybody else have any ideas, because I'm beyond at a loss as to what to do with Bella." Chris stated.

"Well considering a couple of days ago we took her downstairs and punished her for over 4 hours, and she came out more wild, I'd say I'm fucking lost." TJ said.

"Yep." Everyone agreed.

"The miscarriage obviously isn't doing this to her, she's just not willing to behave, and I'm not sure how much longer we can go on just drugging her." James told us all.

"What would you think if we brought someone in?" Vinny suggested.

"I don't know if that would even work, plus everyone's on tour so that won't help much." Danny answered.

"That's really the only option though." Ryan agreed with Vinny.

"Okay how about this. Everyone can just sleep on that tonight and tomorrow we can come together and figure something out." Kuza put that out there.

"Sounds like our only true option." Chris stated.

"Okay, good." We all agreed.

"I'm going to go up and make sure she somehow hasn't woken up." I told them all.

"Sounds like a plan, see you tomorrow." Thrasher said.

I walked back upstairs, and entered our room where Bella was passed out in my bed.

Walking over to her, I ran my fingers through her hair.

"Bella, what are we going to do with you?" I asked.

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