The Cost of Freedom Is High

That Wasn't The Reaction I Was Expecting {Part 2}

"Let's first talk about what's going to happen, because I'm changing a few things. First off tomorrow we won't go further with pleasure training. We'll leave that up to Chris, or whomever wants to deal with it." Michael told me.

"So pain starts up, right?" I wondered.

"Not tomorrow, the next day. Instead of starting pain tomorrow DJ and I will be reviewing what you've already learned and then the day after that we'll start up pain." Michael said.

"I can't wait to get out of here." I mumbled under my breath.

"What was that?" Michael asked.

"Nothing, it doesn't matter." I brushed it off.

"No that's not how this is going to work. Let's start being open and honest with each other, you holding shit back is just as much of a problem as you retaliating or blowing up at us." Michael stated.

"You really want the truth?" I wondered.

"That would be nice." Michael replied.

"Fine, just know that you asked for it." I warned him.

"Go right ahead." Michael instructed.

"You and DJ have made me feel like I've never felt before in the best way possible. No matter how hard I try to convince myself I hate it, I can't. Quite frankly it's the best thing I've ever experienced, pleasurably wise and it probably will hold that title for a long time. It's like I'm on cloud nine." I told him.

"Was that supposed to offend me?" He wondered.

"I've also never hated anyone as much as I hate you and DJ. Every second of the day I just loathe you, even more so after intercourse. When I was with Chris in the others I would've never done the things I do with you and DJ, I would've fought back, but no not with you, There's no words for how much that makes me hate you." I explained.

"So then why don't you show that hatred?" Michael wondered.

"I'm not stupid, I know that if I act up it'll only be worse for me. Whether it be me staying here longer or just punishment I know it's not worth it. That's the only reason you haven't seen my bitch side, well the scary bitch side." I told him.

"Will it change when you go back to the others?" Michael questioned me.

"I'm not going to give that away, you have to wait and find out just like everyone else." I stated.

"You frustrate the fuck out of me." Michael chuckled.

"Thank you." I replied with a smile.

"Don't get cocky sweetie, I still know how to handle you, as does DJ." Michael said.

"I think this heart to heart is over." I stated, knowing it was never really going to go deep or become meaningful.

"Fine you can go eat dinner, but afterwards I want you to go and freshen up tomorrow. Then you can go to bed, get a lot of rest because tomorrow we're going to really push you." Michael planned out.

"Okay." I replied, getting up and making my way towards the stairs.

"Wait, I want to quickly ask you about the what happened when we were upstairs before." Michael called out to me.

"What about it?" I wondered.

"Why did you scream his name instead?" Michael asked.

"I actually love him, and he doesn't have to seduce me in order for me to be happy, unlike some people." I replied.

Without waiting for a response I made my way up the stairs, and to the kitchen.

Maybe that would give him something to think about for a while.