Fallen Star

To Stay Or Not To Stay

" Keller?" I said softly, as he put down the phone call from Lucifer. " I don't think you should go." He stared back at me confused and then began to smile and kiss my forehead.

"What you mean is you don't want me to go." He stated as a fact not a question. " I'll come back after the mission is over, don't worry about me, Star. Nothing can keep us apart now that you are home with me again." He seemed so hopeful and sure as he stared back into my green eyes that were feeling up lightly with tears.

He then began to walk towards his room and began to pack a bag, he was packing all sorts of things, not just clothes. He began to open up his safe's that were full of gold, money, fake passports, fake ids, and most of all weapons. He had a collection of weapons from centuries ago to modern age guns and knives, he even had hatches. Suddenly I became nervous. What was hia mission exactly? And who was he about to destroy? But mainly I wondered why?

Should I tell him before he leaves? Should I tell him not to go? Will he even believe me or better yet trust and understand me and why I couldn't see any good in his ways.
I was so confused yet mindful at the same time.

"Keller?" I said again."What are you doing? I mean... Why are you packing all of these weapons." I questioned.

" Its protocal. Thats all, and I got to get of some humans who are getting in the way of Lucifers plans." He said so matter of factly, but what frightened me most was his lack of emotion or even interest in what he was about to do.

"Why are you so against humans? Who exactly are you killing? Keller. Think for a second, my parents saw me change... They saw my wings, what if because of that Lucifer thought them as a threat? And he sent you to murder them. Is that what you are doing? Murdering innocent people? Better yet, do you even know who or why you are killing them in cold blood."

" This kind of thing never bothered you before? Star who cares about them... Its us, its angels, we need to worry about. And I cant change or go against Lucifers decisions." He replied

As I stood there and watched him finish packing. I began to wonder why I had changed so much from when I was taken. But the answer was so simple. I loved my parents, and better yet they loved me.
In fact, every human from them to My best friend Alysa and even her parents, I loved all of them. Humans are not as different as we are, their emotions are like ours, yet, here I stood watching the angel I was destined to be with, about to leave and destroy and kill innocent people just because someone told him to.

I began to cry. I knew in my heart he was going whether I begged him to stay or not. And he would never understand my secret even if I explained my love for the human race, he would still leave, thinking nothing of his crimes on civilization.

I knew then as he walked out the door and into his brand New black 2018 Camero, that when he comes back, whether he believes it or not, and even though it will take everything in me to move, I would not be here when he returns.

I did not know how to break his heart again, and I thought over and over again that maybe if I left he will come find me again, and want to change. But I wasn't positive that would even happen. Maybe when God gave me a second chance, he also gave me another destiny. A destiny that didn't involve Keller. And that thought, broke my heart.

I knew what I had to do though, so as he drove away, I prayed that he would turn around and change his mind. But instead his car just vanished from me further and further away from our enchanted castle of what i thought was love.