Fallen Star

The Decision

I sat on the porch of our grand house in tramoil for the rest of the day after Keller decided to pursue Lucifers requests. It made me sick in the stomach to think about him killing and or torturing innocent people. Even if they aren't innocent, it still bothered me.

As much as I was in love with Keller, I just couldn't imagine following such a tyrant all over again. Its the devils fault we are here to begin with, and to be honest I never stopped loving or worshiping my father, God. I just followed Keller's actions out of love for him. And I did things I shpuld have never done for the sake of the cause and I live to regret it till this very day. I truly believe this is why God took me and brought me back to be found by my human parents. He was giving me a second chance while also the opportunity to realize humans are not as bad as Lucifer made them out to be. They were loving and forgiving, and humans held a place in my heart that no one not Keller and certainly not Lucifer could ever take that away.

So I had a decision to make to leave or stay, after hours of thinking about the ups and downs of how each path would go, if I choosed go take it, I ended up coming to the decision, I would have to leave Keller behind and all that baggage that comes with him.

It would not be easy to do for I knew no matter where I went he would come looking for me. And I knew for sure that he would eventually tell Lucifer about my human experiences and he would not only dislike it, he would probably kill them all because they witnessed the renewal of my wings that night on my birthday. But Keller wouldn't be back for about a week, which wasn't a very long time, but it was long enough for me to figure out a game plan.

First thing I had to do was get out of here somehow. I wasn't even sure what country I was in or better yet how to get to the nearest town. So I decided I would finnaly fly again. I hadnt flown in over 1000 years but I knew I had the strength to make it back to my parents home if I made sure to stop and rest at night.

I knew I would not be able to stay there, because it was too easy to be found and dangerous for my family and friends, but I could at least warn them before I set out in the world. I could also pick up my fake passports, id's, and social security number and of course my bright red truck.

I wad sure my parents are probably worried anyways since I just vanished with Keller instead of telling them anything about it or where I was going, or that I was leaving at all.

So I packed a back pack of food and essentials. I also went into the safe in the mansions lower rooms, and grabbed a little over 500k. I know it seems like a lot but that was nothing compared to how much money Keller had stored over the last 1000 years. He would not even notice it was gone besides I needed money to live at first and this would be enough for me to buy a place of my own and travel for the first couple of weeks. I wasnt sure where I was truly headed yet after I would see my parents but I knew I could decide on my flight home.

So after everything was packed away, I went out unto our mansions balcony, put my backpack on. It was mid day all ready so I would only be able to fly till sunset which left me only half of the day. But I was determined and I knew it would be fine once I passed over the clouds and out of human sight. The only thing I was worried about was landing because I couldn't be seen. But if I flew down unto land a little after dark , surely no one would be able to see me.

So I strecthed out my beautiful black and blue tipped wings, jumped off the balcony and began to fly once again and man, did it feel good to fly again. I had forgotten how much I loved to fly. And how the wind felt high in the sky. It was a truly magical experience every time I was in the air. I had to make sure I kept my eyes open for other angels. I should be good though since Lucifer forbid all the fallen angels to fly ever since we fell. He said it was too dangerous and that was about the only thing I ever agreed with him about. Getting seen cost humans their lives and I did not want to be the death of a human.

So I flew, up and up went into the sky. I decided I would start by finding a nearby town. I flew until I saw a small one, beneath me. There were many green midsize hills around me so I carefully flew down behind them and his my wings from sight. I then walked about thirty minutes until finnaly I entered the little city.

I went to the first restraunt I found. It was a sandwich shop. I hope they speak English or French I thought to myself, those were the only languages I knew how to speak.

Thankfully, they did speak engligh, but it sounded a bit different than I was use to.