I was with Kacey and her mom. By now, I considered her my mom. I practically grew up with her.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?" Deborah asked. "Nothing at all, mama." I said. "Nothing? Oh come on! That's total bullshit." KC said. "Now dear. Tell me what's really on your mind, honey." I sighed, "It's a guy mama. A very cute, nice, sweet, modest guy. The thing is, I don't want to feel this way about him. It's weird, I never even felt like this with Adam, you know how that went, mom. Two and a half years of my life down the shitter. I don't know what to do." I admitted.
"Sweetheart, go with what your heart tells you." "That's the point. My heart isn't helping. All its saying is it wants to let him in and fall in love. I don't want that. The worst part is I could've let him in the other way today. I've never wanted that more than today!" "Maybe, he's the one. The one you've been looking for. Maybe, it is time for you to be truly happy. You'll never know unless you take chances!" "Maybe isn't good enough for me! I need a definite answer! Until then— I don't know, my guards are going to be up so high!" "Meet with him a few times, get to know him, find out how serious he is. If he likes you and what his intentions are. See where things take you. There's no rush, you're still young and have plenty of time to find a good man. After all, taking things slow is the most reasonable thing to do. He's in your life for a reason. Might as well enjoy the ride and find out why." Deborah said. I stare at her in shock because I know she's right. I give her thanks and try to enjoy the rest of the night that I had left with them.
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