Our Love Story ❁ Shadamy Story

Chapter 14

(Sorry it's late)

I walked home, thinking about what had just happened. I was for sure confused as for what I wanted. Maybe I just wanted attention or did I want to fall in love. High school love is stupid . But I can not lie and say I don't want a taste of it.

I got home and saw my friends sleeping in the couch. Walking straight to my room, I grabbed a couple of snacks and locked myself in.

I was so fucked.

You know as they say, life is short. I'm gonna make it as fun as I can make it. I needed a little bit to of adrenaline in my life.

I texted Scourge just for the fun of it.

"What do you need to do to get into the drug dealing business?"

"Asks who💀 you?"

"Cmon teach me your ways!"

"Can't let my goodie goodie fall into the wrong hands"

"Let me show you I can do good"

"I'll text u later Amelia"

I smiled at my phone and just imagined how cool I would look handing over a gram. Ok maybe not cool but you get the clue.

I went to sleep and woke up staring at the ceiling. What is there to do?

I was in class minding my own business when Shadow finally decided to talk to me. He grabbed a chair and sat in front of my desk.

"Sooo?" He said looking at the ceiling bored.

"What?" I said harshly. Is he just going to pretend like nothing happened or something?

"What are you gonna do later today?" He asked, taking in more interested at once.

"I don't know, maybe go play volleyball with the girls"

"You wanna come over, my parents loved you" he said scrolling through his feed. Not to be the jealous type, but seeing him like others girls pictures and drool over them made me a little jealous. Just a little.

" I don't wanna," I do want an apology though that would be nice!

"Well then, how about we go play volleyball together instead"

"Actually Shadow, why don't you explain to me why you were so upset when you went to drop me of?"

"I wasn't" he coldly answered.

"We're gonna pretend that kiss didn't mean anything to you?"

"That's exactly what we're going to do" he murmured and left the room. He didn't even ask the teacher. Baddie.

It was lunch time and Maria came running towards me really fast.

"Amyholyshit I have a lunch date with Silver" she said gushing and blushing at the same time.

"What?!" I looked over her shoulder and saw Silver waiting for her shyly. He gave me a quick wave and I looked over to Maria hyperventilating.

"Woah Maria chill out, look if this goes great good for you and if it doesn't, there's still Joe from art class" I said with an emphatic smile.

She rolled her eyes and giggled a bit. After giving me a quick hug, Silver and her left the building. Good for her. She needs someone.

I went to sit down with Knuckles and Sonic. They were having a slushy competition.

"You're gonna die" I laughed at them. They looked over and smiled.

"That would be an iconic death" Knuckles said.

"Ames, where's Shadow?" Sonic asked looking up. I'm annoyed, do I look like his baby sitter? Maybe if he cared enough he'd be sitting here next to me.

"I saw him playing around with Mina in the lockers " Knuckles commented. I forgot he didn't know the dating thing was fake .

"Oh yeah I don't know, I think she likes him" I shrugged.

"She does" They both said. Sonic looked at me for a reaction. Couldn't care less.

"If I were you Ames, I'd be careful around Mina she's not cool like that" Sonic warned me.

The rest of the day I thought about the worst thing Mina could do to me. Steal Shadow? He's not mine to begin with so honestly she could do what ever she wants.

"Brain freeze!" Knuckles yelled.

I got home and did some homework. I didn't realize how sleepy I was because I feel asleep and didn't wake up till 10. I looked through my phone and I had a text from Scourge.

"Sneak out tn?"

All the times I had sneaked out with him we're mostly just to talk, I didn't let him do anything else. I wasn't going with intentions to. I left my house around 11 and Scourge was waiting for me outside in his convertible. I gave him a smile.

"Hi," I said.

"Hey" he said as he drove off quickly. What's up with boys and speed? I grabbed his phone and went into his Spotify. He would let me chose what ever song I wanted and he would judge it. Most of the time he would say it sucked. I decided to play "Revenge" by The Neighborhood.

"They're gay" he said giving me his half smile.

"You always say that " I pouted.

"Whatever"

We were just cruising around when he decided to park behind a laundromat.

"You know how you asked me you wanted to start selling drugs? Well let me warn you once your in there is no out, this is something I do because I like how people are afraid of me and I'm respected wherever I go. Don't do this because your bored Amy" he said as he got a packet out of his jacket.

I laughed, "Of course not"

He starting lighting up a blunt. I hate the smell of weed.

"You know what this is right?" He said passing it.

"Duh" I said nervously.

"You ever smoked before" he said now shoving it to my face.

"No" I blushed. I'm a good kid remember?

I took a hit and as soon as I did I started coughing like crazy. My eyes started tearing up. This is what people hype?

"Woah chill, here " he said passing a Powerade.

" I started smoking when I was in 6th grade and started selling a few months after. My cousins got me into it"

He started telling me his whole story and then he went on saying how sometimes he regrets getting into the whole business. I felt sorry for him. I hadn't seen this intimate side for him. He then started telling me everything there is to know.

"I've handled about every drug there is to know, only tried a few" he laughed. I started feeling like time was being slowed down. Every thing was floating around me.  I started laughing like crazy.

Scourge looked over and smiled. "Your first high" I've never seen him look so proud. I leaned over and gave him a kiss outta no where. He's hot, why did I stopped myself? I went into full hardcore mode and started making out. After he a while he decided to go to the back. I was absolutely not expecting . Losing my virginity in a car to a drug dealer. This is what I wanted right? Adrenaline.