Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can't . Is it in my blood.
Laying on the bathroom floor feeling nothing.
Im overwhelming insecure, give me something I could take to ease my mind slowly.
Keep telling me that it gets better does it ever
Looking through my phone again, feeling anxious.
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to shield , can't breathe
Is there somebody who could help me?
#Chapter24
One , Two, Three , Four , Five , Six, Seven. That should do. Essence thought as she poured the pills into her hand.
She grabbed her water bottle and took the pills one by one. After she took them she grabbed her phone checking for messages, and just like the first few times she checked there was nothing.
She sighed before going to Instagram. Scrolling down her feed, she stopped at a picture of Hennessy, Myles, Treasure, Carson, Yasmeen, Kobe , August, Seandrea and Kentrell.
Essence looked at the picture and shed a tear. They looked so happy without her. Maybe she did need to stay away from them so they could be happy.
A FaceTime call came over her screen. Pineapple 🍍👦🏼. Essence wipes the tear and answers,then smiled. Julio face popped up on the screen.
"Hey baby" Julio says cheesing causing Essence to laugh and roll her eyes.
"What ya want Pineapple Head?"
"Hm, can I come over?" Julio says with a smirk. Essence knew what he wanted to do, the smirk gave it away and at this point she didn't care.
"Why not"
*
A ring on the doorbell snapped Essence out of her thoughts. Essence got up and walked to the door, opening it revealing a shirtless smirking Julio.
He walked in and closed the door. They wasted no time connecting their lips. They both were eager; they wanted this.
*
Essence woke up and looked at the clock that sat on her desk. 6:01 am. Essence sighed and shook Julio. Julio groaned and looked up at her.
"My Cousin is gonna be hea in a hour ya gotta bounce"
Julio turned around and sat up, wiping the sleep out of his eyes.
"Well just let me stay for twenty more minutes, baby I'm tired, you wore a nigga out"
"Please stop calling me baby, And Julio this was a one time thing , we ain't doin this again"
"You sure you don't want to do this-" Julio pauses and kisses her neck causing her to close her eyes.
Essence bit her lip and thought about it, Julio had great dick, 9 Inches long, great strokes he knew exactly how to please a girl, he definitely had to be an sex expert.
He also helped her take her mind off the things she was going through.
But when she agreed to letting him come over she had drugs in her system, so she pretty much didn't care.
