And I don't wanna see you cry , but I don't wanna be one who tell you a lie
How do you let it go, when you you just don't know
What's on the other side of the door when your walking out.
And everything I tried to remember to say just went out my head.
So ima do the best I can to get you to understand
Because I know , there's never a right time to say goodbye.
#Chapter26
Hennessy left out of the hospital devastated. She needed to breath, being in that room with Essence made her re think her whole life.
She held on to the rail , and breathed in and out. The chilly but warm air was calling her down just a bit.
The hospital door opening causes Hennessy to stand up straight and look at the full moon.
A pair of arms wrapped around her waist from behind. She didn't even bother to see who it was because she already knew.
They sat there quietly before he decided to speak. "You okay?"
Hennessy eyes widened at the voice. She turned around and their eyes connected. It wasn't Myles it was Julio.
"Yea I'm ok" I say biting my lip as a tear escape. He looked down at me before pulling me into a tight hug.
"God please stop crying Hennessy, you to pretty for this" He says. Hennessy was to sad for her to react like she usually does, instead of blushing she pulled him in an even tighter hug.
Myles watched them from inside of the hospital. He didn't know how to feel, but he wasn't going to make it a big deal. She was over him, right? Sure the hell didn't look like it.
But Myles wasn't gone trip, her best friend was in the hospital, he just wanted Hennessy to be okay.
He sighed and opened the doors catching their attention, but they didn't pull away.
"Baby you ready to go?"
"Yea" She mumbled pulling away from Julio. She gave him one last hug before going to Myles. He grabbed her hand and led her to the car.
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They didn't speak as Hennessy laid on Myles chest. Both in their own worlds, the silence was comfortable for the both of them though.
"Hennessy... you know I love you? You are one of the best things that have ever happened to me, so if you need me I'm always here, okay?" Myles says, it only been months they'd been together but Myles couldn't help but to love Hennessy.
Hennessy sighed and got up from the bed. She walked over to his window and stared out at it.
Myles stood up and walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"And if you need me I'll always be here for you to" Hennessy whispers, a tear slipping from her eyes. Just tell him.
"God I love you so much" Myles says kissing her cheek. Hennessy shook her head and stared at him, teary eyed.
She grabbed his faces and stared into his brown eyes. "Your an amazing guy"
"You make me love you so much, you so beautiful"
"Myles stop" Hennessy whispers.
"Ya smile man, shit amazing, make my heart beat" He says chuckling. Hennessy shook her head as more tears fell from her face.
"Please stop" She whispers again.
"Just knowing I have you makes me happy"
Hennessy backed away and shook her head. "I hate you" She says softly causing Myles smile to turn into a frown.
"You hate me? Why? I've been nothing but good to you"
"I hate you Myles, I hate you for loving me" Hennessy pauses, wipes her tears and looks up at Myles.
"And I hate myself for not loving you the way you want me to" Hennessy stared into his eyes, that became glossy, she regretted looking into them because she saw it, she saw his heart breaking.
"You don't love me?" Myles ales barely above a whisper. He didn't even try to hold back the tears as the fell.
"I care about you Myles but I don't love you more than a friend"
"Why da fuck not Hennessy? Did I do something wrong? Damn I'll fix it, Am I to clingy ? Do you want more attention ? Da hell I do to make you not love me?" He says staring at her with tears falling from his face.
Hennessy quickly shook her head. "No Myles your an amazing boyfriend and you deserve a girl who will love you and only you, someone who really loves you"
"That's what this about? That nigga you in love with? Da hell Hennessy, he don't fucking love you" Myles says.
"He does Myles"
Myles chuckled and wiped his tears. "So what was I? A fucking distraction until he loved you?"
"No I don't think so" Hennessy whispered.
"Wow" Myles says chuckling. He walked over to his bed and laid down on his back and stared at the ceiling.
"Hennessy, I'll always love you and I'm always here for you rather you love me or not, okay?" Myles says causing Hennessy's heart to hurt. She knew she'd never love Myles in the way he wanted.
"I know"
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I'm miserable 🙃.
End Of Chapter 26 🥀
