My alarm went off startling awake Eli, he shot up, looking around.
"I fell asleep?" he asked i nodded rolling over, he got up to turn off the alarm. "Why is the alarm set for so early?
I buried my face into my pillow.
"Oh, so you don't like the mornings?" he questioned.
"Another set for 6" I grumbled into the pillow, he scoffed moving the keyboard and dropped onto my bed, laying across my back, then proceeded to stretch.
"Hey tired Jaz, can i discuss some gay shit with you?" Eli asked i grunted something in acknowledgement. "I think i'm a bit fucked over."
"Why's that?" i asked despite it being muffled.
"I'm crushing on a guy in one of our classes." he stated i rolled over and chuckled
"Who would the lucky fella be?" i asked as he adjusted his body so his head was on my stomach.
"Of course i'm not telling you who he is. That'll me a total waste of even sharing. It's not like you'd know who he is." Eli sighed
"That's more of a reason to share who he is. I don't know who anyone is in our classes." i stated.
"He's extremely homophobic." Eli stated. Sudden heart break.
"Oh. does he know that you are gay?" i asked.
"No, but he's apart of my group, you know, so even if i was to come out to my friends then he'd know and get disgusted, but then like if i was to just tell him then he have a much easier time at destroying what i hold dear." Eli sighed.
"You know, never in my life have i ever thought that i'd ever be talking to a guy about other guys at five on a Wednesday morning" i stated sitting up some. Eli shrugged.
"Never thought i'd ever come out to a guy my age." he said "let alone outside my family."
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Death Metal
Romancethis is not a tale for innocent minds. it's a slow burn towards a homoerotic lovely fantasy without the magic and a happy beginning. there is strong language and violence, lots of violence... hope you enjoy.
