tellonym • luwoo

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so lucas and jungwoo were like 5 months, there were some time skips i forgot to mention IM SORRY
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kimdoyoung: lucas i'm sorry

theycallmelucas: its okay, thank you for telling me

kimdoyoung: did you break up?

theycallmelucas: yeah, i'm going to drop off his stuff and pick up mine later

kimdoyoung: how are you?

theycallmelucas: i'm fine

kimdoyoung: don't lie to me kid

kimdoyoung: i know you and i know how much you loved jungwoo, you aren't okay

theycallmelucas: we only lasted a couple months, doyoung. our love story deserved so much more and we could've had that but i wasn't enough for him and that sucks. i love him and i want to forgive him more than anything but he has to know that what he did was fucked so i can't

theycallmelucas: i'm scared that he'll eventually find someone else, be it taehyung or someone new, and he won't miss me anymore. i'm afraid he'll love someone more than me and the greatest love i've ever experienced will only have a story of a few months

theycallmelucas: i want him to want me back. i want him to fight for it and show me that he loves me, i want him to realize that nobody will ever love him better or more than i did and i want him to love me more

kimdoyoung: did you tell him that?

theycallmelucas: of course not

kimdoyoung: then he can't do it. if he thinks you don't want to talk to him, he's going to leave you alone because he wants you to be happy. he does love you lucas.

kimdoyoung: but honestly i think right now both of you need time. he needs to understand just how much he messed up and you need time to let yourself heal so that you can forgive him.

kimdoyoung: i'm going to drop off jungwoo's stuff and pick up yours and then you and i are ordering a shit ton of pizza for jeno, kun, you and i

kimdoyoung: and taeil because he's cute and gives really good advice.

theycallmelucas: when are yall gonna make it official?

kimdoyoung: i like him, he likes me, but we don't wanna rush into things. we're just kinda getting to know each other first

theycallmelucas: very, very smart. have you kissed yet?

kimdoyoung: maybe

theycallmelucas: don't even try it, i want details

kimdoyoung: nah i don't kiss and tell

theycallmelucas: bitch

kimdoyoung: how you like them apples?

theycallmelucas: why am i friends with you again

kimdoyoung: because you love me more than you hate me

theycallmelucas: sadly you're right

kimdoyoung: i'm almost always right

theycallmelucas: also true dammit

kimdoyoung: i texted him, i'm coming by to pick up the stuff, have it ready

theycallmelucas: it's been ready since i told him i was bringing it