tellonym • luwoo

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kingwoo: couldn't even bring it to me yourself?

theycallmelucas: guess not

kingwoo: is seeing me really that awful?

theycallmelucas: sure

kingwoo: why are you being so fucking cold

theycallmelucas: i'm not

kingwoo: don't lie to me lucas

theycallmelucas: right, that's your job

kingwoo: what the fuck

kingwoo: i mean i deserve that but still

theycallmelucas: yeah, you really do

kingwoo: do you have to hate me so much

theycallmelucas: it's easier if i do

kingwoo: ??

theycallmelucas: it's easier to pretend i don't still want you, that i don't love you with everything in me, that my heart doesn't break every time i think of you loving someone else

theycallmelucas: pretending to hate you is easier than letting all of this be treated as if it was nothing because if you cheating is nothing then neither was our relationship and thats not true

kingwoo: i miss you

theycallmelucas: i know. i miss you too, but i think right now i need you to stay away from me

theycallmelucas: if we're going to get back together someday, and i would really like to, i need this time

kingwoo: anything you need, you can have it. but i'm not going to stop fighting for you, not in a million years. i fucked up. i know that and i regret it more than anything, but i'm not going to let it get in the way of what i want

kingwoo: i'm going to work for you and fight for you and prove that you are the love of my life because you are

theycallmelucas: fine

kingwoo: just don't let me go?

theycallmelucas: i couldn't even if i tried