Bittersweet

• Notice it

If you ever get the chance to look then don't.

Don't look, but see.

See with not only your eyes but your whole body. Notice it by its smell, the feeling in your fingertips. Is it soft? Does it feel soft to you?

No, not to me.

To me, it feels like pointy grass. And I'm running my hands through it.

But somedays, it feels more like needles and less like fur,

Somedays it tastes like the blood that stains your tongue after you bite your lip.

Somedays it sounds like demons but some days it sounds like angels.

And what do I sound like?

Yes, me.

If you were God, would you name satan after me?

If I were god I'd make it rain,

I'd make the thunders bigger and the stars brighter and-

I only wish people could notice them as I do.

Do you think the stars are soft?

If I were god

I'd make them soft for you.