Bittersweet

• A list of things I said before leaving someone

One

When I was a kid, my father gave me a teddy bear and I was so scared that my brother would take it from me, I hide it. I never found it again.

Two

We both know I wasn't born to take all of this, my arms are tired of holding you. I am sorry.

Three

No matter how much you put the blame on me, this is your fault, though it was my fault I believed you had a good heart.

Four

I hate you and I hope I never see you again.

Five

I've been gone a long ago, I couldn't move my legs inside this box you keep saying it's called depression. Now it's full of water and I don't know how much time I have until drowning.

Six

I think I did leave the oven on but I don't really care. If the dinner burns, I'll feel less alone tonight.

Seven

The first night I spent without you, I filled my body with drugs and hoped you'd come back. But you never did.

Eight

I still think I wanna die, but if you asked me to live, I'd breath for you without thinking twice.

Nine

It would be a lie if I told you I don't love you anymore.

Ten

And I may die loving you.