Heartbreaks that changed my life

Returning Back To Education

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I had a mathematics back paper in my 2nd PUC. I took two years to completely clear the exam and pass it. In that two years gap, I even worked full time as a charge executive in a data analytics company. Many of them know my life in these lines only. I had mentioned that I was 17 years old when I joined the company and moreover I had not even completed my education which was importantly required to make me sit and earn from the employer's seat in a company. But still ahead of that as fate's plans I was there in that seat of life. I did as I was directed to do. Like a robot following commands from many users. But as I am not a machine or anything or anyone great, there were some really good people in my life who knew that I was destined to be more than what I was at that time.

I agree it was my mistake that I failed in the exams and I was facing it's consequences in real life. Some mistakes deserve a rightful and worthy correction so that they might not be repeated again by the same person or maybe someone else. Even my mistakes deserved their corrections. In the whole office, I was the only youngest person. My colleagues and co-workers in the office told me one thing many times.

"This is not where your life is. The biggest achievement that you did which no one has done in this office is attaining life as well as work experience at such a tender and brittle age. You still have lots of time to earn money and get settled in life. But don't just stop here in earning. You have the potential. You can. You will and You must complete your education. This is a generation where education is the backbone or a backstage support to earn money. If this backbone is weak and it does not get it's nourishment, an entire life will be crippled, destroyed. You don't deserve to face all those heavy hits of life. This is not where your life is...."

It wasn't said by one person. It was said by many people in many ways. And it was not just limited to the office. But it was everywhere. Family, relatives, office colleagues, neighbors etc. Those great words still echo in my heart. It feels nostalgic to look back and remember all those wonderful things that life had given me when I was least expecting it. It means a lot to pray for each and everyone who's been there direct or indirectly supporting me towards a better life like this. As I completed clearing the exam, it was even time to step down from my office shoes and step back again into college footsteps. It was not an easy decision that I had to get back to studies. The attachment with the work was like that. Two years had me got used to every process of work that I was doing there. And letting go all of a sudden meant a lot. But it was such a fateful scenario that my one response to the opportunity would change my entire life. A "No" would mean being less educated, sticking in the same job and pay and a "Yes" would pave way for a change in life. I was confused as to how to react and what to think of next???

Finally I was done. I had made my mind. I had decided to step down from the working seat. I had decided to go back to college. Receiving an emotional farewell at the office my journey continued ahead for it's new games. My plans to do a Bachelors in Science with Chemistry-Biology-Zoology (B.Sc in CBZ) as the core subjects became unheard and unaccepted at home. After thinking a lot I agreed to do my Bachelors in Computer Applications (BCA) as I felt that it had good scope as well as futuristic plans and moreover it would be easier to study. I was ready. But what I did not know was that I would be getting admission in a college which I did not expect, did not like and where I was not ready to study. In the entire area it was the only college where my parents could afford me education. Left without options I had to say "Ok I will join this college!!! "... And now coming to why I did not like to join this college or why I was not ready to study in this college?? At the time of joining, this college did not have the B.Sc in CBZ study course nor does it have now or who knows when or whether the college administration or management would introduce this course??? It had only one course for B.Sc and that was MEC (Mathematics-Electronics-Computer Science). This was the open reason why I did not want to study in this college... Someone was thinking, how could my parents afford only this college. There was an undeniable fact or reason for that. At the time of joining, the principal of that college was the same principal who was my principal in PU college. Mr. Principal or Father (church priest) knew me as well as my parents very well.

All that I came to know was that there were some serious discussions between the trio. And after their discussions, they brainwashed me into joining the college as well as taking the only B.Sc course that was there. I could not help myself or do anything other than to nod my head and accept everything as they were going on or coming into this life of mine. I joined the college. Got a new set of friends as well as a new set of responsibilities. But amidst all that, I still had the strong gut feeling where I felt that there was something missing, something not going in the right way...

What went wrong?? What was missing?? What happened next??

Stay tuned... For this is "To Be Continued.... "

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