Heartbreaks can be devastating. People suffer and struggle in pain sometimes for the mistakes they make and sometimes even for those mistakes they don't make. Here's a story of a young man whose life is filled with epic tragedies of which he is goin...
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It feels sad that some journeys come to an end very soon. But apart from being sad, let's take a little time to appreciate the journey for whatever it has taught us or given us. And let's plan accordingly to welcome the upcoming journeys of life. I know it's not that easy as one can speak or type about it. The ones who face life face to face are the ones who can tell it better through their words of wisdom and experience. Like I have already been saying, the episodes are almost coming to an end. I just don't know how much more. And after that the book will be completed. So let me head on to continue this episode.
You must have read one of my episodes called "Suicide Doesn't Solve Anything". A lengthy but one of my personal favorite as well as self inspiring episodes. Maybe let's just consider or just assume that this episode is a sort of a sequel to that episode.
Till now as everyone knows, the recent hits and blows of my life were losing Anitha and Aparna to silly but serious and unexpected issues. Life became seriously horrible for the next 6 to 7 months. The last as I remember myself falling into depression was after Khushi's unexpected and untimely demise. But that was a very tender age and I don't know how I recovered from that depression. This time, the depression was at peak points. It started like this.
My fight with Anitha ended with this whatsapp msg
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In Indian culture sometimes the folded hands mean or say "For God's sake please leave me or please stop troubling me". Here she meant much more than that. It felt like she was indirectly asking me not to get back again into her life. I spent an entire day in anger. But like a mad or stubborn person I kept on rewinding or re reading the entire conversation that came up till this point. The more and more I read it, my heart started to burn. I found out a strange thing about love and relationships. I don't know how far it's true. When one is happy in love, the heart takes control of each and everything that happens in life. But once the same heart is broken, the same job shifts to the brain. Trust me the heart is an innocent fellow who is mad in love. But the brain is not an innocent one, it's double triple and infinity cunning. Man goes up to unnecessary heights of hatred and planning with the brain taking control of everything. If I am offending someone, I am extremely sorry for that. So for people who are still in suspense regarding what this fight was all about. It started with me asking her for a video call on whatsapp to which she declined. I told you all that we had not meet each other in real and live for four years. She never put her pics as whatsapp display pictures. So I casually asked her to send her pictures. And when I meant pictures, I didn't not mean nudes. Seriously I don't have the guts to ask any girl or woman to send me nudes. I just wanted to see her face. That's it. Idk what she thought about me asking her pictures, she started picking topics of bro zone and etc annoying and irritating stuff to which I gave equal and heated replies which ultimately brought me down to the whatsapp conversation you can see above.
