Lost and Found

Is it love?

She tossed and turned in her bed. "Do I love him?" She kept asking herself over and over again. "He can't love me. "Does he not realize I am so messed up?" She was interrupted by her alarm going off. She groaned and turned it off and changed into a new leotard and cloak. She decided to go to the roof and get some fresh air. The cold air hit her face as the door was opened. She sat close to the edge of the roof and crossed her legs. The waves crashing on the land always calmed her down when she needed it. She closed her eyes and started to meditate. She didn't know how long she was in her trance but she was broke out of it when she heard the door open.
"What are you doing up here all by yourself?" She heard the familiar voice say. She knew it was Beastboy.
"Are you following me or something?" She asked with a groan.
"Maybe... maybe not." She rolled her eyes.
"Look about last night—" He was cut off.
"It can't happen."
"And why not?" He scooted closer to her. She gave him a confused look.
"Do you realize how many problems I have Beastboy? Most guys want some virgin and I know I didn't lose mine by choice but still, I'm the creepiest girl you know, I—" Now she was the one cut off.
"Let me stop you right there. You know I know all of these things, so why would you remind me? I like you the way you are. And not once did I say creepy was bad!" He said with a big grin. Raven blushed deeply. A tear came down her cheek. Nobody has ever said such kind words and actually meant it. He grinned and kissed her softly of the cheek and then moved to her lips. She was shy at first but then she found her self leaning into his lips.
"So are we cool?" He asked with a grin.
"I guess." She grinned. He chuckled as she looked away. He could see that her cheeks were as red as a cherry and he found it so adorable. He placed a light trail of kisses down her jaw and neck to purposely tease her.
"Do you mind?" She huffed.
"Nope!" He grinned as she rolled her eyes. She looked into his deep emerald eyes and kissed him but he pulled away after a few seconds.
"Now weren't you the person telling me that this couldn't happen like not even 5 minutes ago?" He smirked.
"Yes because I didn't think you would say what you said." She nuzzled her face in his neck and he chuckled.
"Well I hope you know I meant every single word."
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Yay romantic stuff😂 well I have exciting news! I get to go to Chicago Wednesday! Yeah my dad works in a lot of places and I just tag along. But I actually live in a bright place called Ohio lol. Well I will see you guys in the next chapter! (Hugs!)❤️