Its always been you

Break-ups, Alcohol and sex

Amanda P.O.V.

I couldn't remember when the last time I felt this kind of pain. You know the kind of pain where you're heart is ripped out of your chest and stomped on in front of you? Well that is how I feel right now. Yeah I am a bitch and I didnt care about anything because my humanity was turned off and my actions and the words I said didn't really matter at that time. But I guess my word's meant something to Klaus because around the same time Damon and Stefan were trying to help me flip the switch back on Klaus was rolling in the sheets with Haley.

"You okay?" Damon says as he walked into the bathroom snapping me out my thoughts." Amanda are you ok-"

"Im not glass Damon." I snapped at him.

"I know that Amanda its just you just turned you're humanity back on-"

"How's Elena?"

"She's still locked up." He leans on the door frame. "Maybe you can help us."

"Yeah right." I pushed past him and walked into my bedroom. I looked on my bed and seen Miranda was still slepping. "I have things to do."

"Like what?"

"Well if you must know I have to go to Klaus's to get my things." Damon smiled and I rolled my eyes.

"I should send him a thank you card."

"Why?"

"Because whatever he did it got you away from-"

"Damon you're happy and ready to throw the party of the century, but I'm hurting-"

"Drink."

"Maybe later." I grabbed my jacket.

"You know Klaus is gonna say something sweet and -"

"Klaus isn't here." I say as I walked over to the door. I turned the knob and opened the door and came face to face with Stefan. "Hey."

"Hey. Are you busy?"

"Kinda. Why what's up?"

"Have you seen Damon-"

"What do you need Stefan." Damon says

"What are we gonna do about Elena?" He says. He then wrapped his arm's around my shoulder and gave me a side hug. That's what I've always liked about Stefan he knew when I was hurtung and even when I was mad. He knew me better than Damon and even Klaus sometimes." You know what Amanda why don't you and I hang out."

"I don't think Amanda will-"

"Okay." I cut Damon off.

"What about your things at Klaus's?" Damon says

"You know you were right. What if Klaus is back and he does say the things I wanna hear-"

"We dont need you to finish that story." Damon says." Stefan -"

"Come on Stefan let's go." I walked past Damon and Stefan stepped out the way. I didn't want to be home at all becaue my mind was all over the place. Staying in the house with Damon, Stefan and Elena would have been to much for me to handle. The moment I walked out on porch and the warm breeze hit me I kinda relaxed

"You okay?" Stefan says as he placed his hand on my left shoulder.

"Yeah." I looked at him and we both smiled at each other." Let's go for a long walk."

"You know I'll go with you any where." I chuckled and we both started walking down the driveway. "So do you wanna talk about what happened between you and Klaus?" I kicked a rock and kept my head down. "Amanda if you don't wanna talk then that's cool."